Jake

I saw, you know, the kind of people that you couldn't really be yourself around, but they were um successful yeah i wasn't in a great state of mind rebellious right and i didn't want to move to dallas little violence um we were staying with my grandfather my grandfather was very religious and um is he catholic No, we were Protestant. Very Protestant people. Hold your emotions in.

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I mean, when I was a child, they told me that there's this invisible man that controls all and he knows every thought in my head and he's judging my... To me, that's pretty scary and intrusive, but that's a whole another... Should keep you on the straight and narrow, but it apparently didn't.

I mean, when I was a child, they told me that there's this invisible man that controls all and he knows every thought in my head and he's judging my... To me, that's pretty scary and intrusive, but that's a whole another... Should keep you on the straight and narrow, but it apparently didn't.

I mean, when I was a child, they told me that there's this invisible man that controls all and he knows every thought in my head and he's judging my... To me, that's pretty scary and intrusive, but that's a whole another... Should keep you on the straight and narrow, but it apparently didn't.

So we moved in. We were staying with my grandparents. My grandparents, my paternal grandparents always represented how we were supposed to be, you know, nice house country club brought us to church. Grandma always had swimming lessons and tennis lessons and vacation Bible school. And so they represented

So we moved in. We were staying with my grandparents. My grandparents, my paternal grandparents always represented how we were supposed to be, you know, nice house country club brought us to church. Grandma always had swimming lessons and tennis lessons and vacation Bible school. And so they represented

So we moved in. We were staying with my grandparents. My grandparents, my paternal grandparents always represented how we were supposed to be, you know, nice house country club brought us to church. Grandma always had swimming lessons and tennis lessons and vacation Bible school. And so they represented

what I thought at that time was righteous yes pious life that you're supposed to be living right on and my grandpa and you just mentioned that you're a Catholic and the difference between Catholics and Protestants which I am is that in Protestant you decide on your own free will when you get saved when you accept the Savior, you buy the whole Bible.

what I thought at that time was righteous yes pious life that you're supposed to be living right on and my grandpa and you just mentioned that you're a Catholic and the difference between Catholics and Protestants which I am is that in Protestant you decide on your own free will when you get saved when you accept the Savior, you buy the whole Bible.

what I thought at that time was righteous yes pious life that you're supposed to be living right on and my grandpa and you just mentioned that you're a Catholic and the difference between Catholics and Protestants which I am is that in Protestant you decide on your own free will when you get saved when you accept the Savior, you buy the whole Bible.

And when I was little, older brother, of course, did it when he was 12. Like a lot of people do it. I noticed my older brother all sitting with the kids from his class and they all got saved at the same time. And I thought to myself, just like the communist thing, I'm like, well, that preacher says that you're supposed to be sure, absolutely pure faith. But...

And when I was little, older brother, of course, did it when he was 12. Like a lot of people do it. I noticed my older brother all sitting with the kids from his class and they all got saved at the same time. And I thought to myself, just like the communist thing, I'm like, well, that preacher says that you're supposed to be sure, absolutely pure faith. But...

And when I was little, older brother, of course, did it when he was 12. Like a lot of people do it. I noticed my older brother all sitting with the kids from his class and they all got saved at the same time. And I thought to myself, just like the communist thing, I'm like, well, that preacher says that you're supposed to be sure, absolutely pure faith. But...

Why are they doing it all around the same time? Are they actually sure when you're 12 years old? Are they doing it because their friends are doing it or because grandma and grandpa did it? And because mom and dad did it, I was that kind of asshole that questioned everything from, from the start. So I never did it because I didn't feel like I would be being honest.

Why are they doing it all around the same time? Are they actually sure when you're 12 years old? Are they doing it because their friends are doing it or because grandma and grandpa did it? And because mom and dad did it, I was that kind of asshole that questioned everything from, from the start. So I never did it because I didn't feel like I would be being honest.

Why are they doing it all around the same time? Are they actually sure when you're 12 years old? Are they doing it because their friends are doing it or because grandma and grandpa did it? And because mom and dad did it, I was that kind of asshole that questioned everything from, from the start. So I never did it because I didn't feel like I would be being honest.

I thought eventually I would work myself when I got older, you know? So, um, My grandpa, you know, at that time I had long hair, smoking, kind of a little rebel. Grandpa had to talk with me. He'd come to Jesus, talk, literally. Right. And I gave him the same answer I just gave you, very respectful and honest, you know. And he was quiet because he couldn't say nothing.