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which we just don't get in this world anymore.

And it made me, I'm not gonna say that it fixed me, but it made me exponentially better.

And so that's where I went through, you know, selection to, you know, make it to my community.

I was better after three months of meditation than I had been in the last five years.

And...

After the pre-screenings, we stop at a cardiology clinic in Tijuana and get checked again, get all kinds of heart tests and make sure that we're good to go and that there's not gonna be any health risks.

I wanted to go back there and just have this poetic ending where it all kind of ended where it started.

And so I go out there and I get everything I wanted.

I got, you know, we went to this burrito place that everybody goes to when you're there.

get cleared, head down to the house.

You get there, you've been fasting for 24 hours at this point.

We drove the Silver Strand.

I even got to see the students running across, you know, in their helmets and stuff.

It's this beautiful mansion that is perfectly decorated and covered in art overlooking the Pacific Ocean.

I went to the Hotel Del where I met my wife, like everything.

And nothing happens.

And the way that I describe it is...

No emotion is invoked.

And I'm not disappointed because at this point I'm high on life, but it just didn't happen.

It felt against nature to do anything negative in that home.