Jake

I wanted to go back there and just have this poetic ending where it all kind of ended where it started.

And so I go out there and I get everything I wanted.

I got, you know, we went to this burrito place that everybody goes to when you're there.

get cleared, head down to the house.

You get there, you've been fasting for 24 hours at this point.

We drove the Silver Strand.

I even got to see the students running across, you know, in their helmets and stuff.

It's this beautiful mansion that is perfectly decorated and covered in art overlooking the Pacific Ocean.

I went to the Hotel Del where I met my wife, like everything.

And nothing happens.

And the way that I describe it is...

No emotion is invoked.

And I'm not disappointed because at this point I'm high on life, but it just didn't happen.

It felt against nature to do anything negative in that home.

And so we go through the rest of the week and my friend leaves and it's my wife and I's last day there.

So I couldn't have yelled at somebody or said something like terrible anymore than I could have jumped up and flown.

And...

It just, the healing energy in that house exists and it's real.

For our last meal, because we were leaving the next morning, so our last meal before we fly home, there was a place that was very, very special to me when I was there.

And the retreat I went to as well, because I wanted to give them a major shout out as the mission within.