Jake

And, you know, you did everything you did to get here.

And he goes, but also you asked.

He goes, nobody asked.

I said that prayer at the beginning that said, come gently if you can.

And he literally said, nobody asks.

So everybody who I've told to go do this after I went, like all my veteran friends and stuff, I'm absolutely telling them that they need to ask for a gentle journey because I'm really curious how that's going to go.

So, and again, zero negative energy the whole time.

I don't feel like, and the only way I can explain it is zero negative energy.

And like, in the sense of like, even if you're having a good time, even if you're out with your friends and you're at your favorite place and everybody's happy, there's still like this,

this like social hue on everything that's still like, you have these implications, you have these things you can't say or do.

There was none of that.

Like there was, every single thing was positive with him and that was happening within this journey.

And I wrote three giant words on one of my note pages to describe him.

I wrote kind, decisive, and benevolent.

It was like we were old friends.

He would mess with me and stuff.

He would make jokes and jab at me.

He would make fun of my worst trauma and my injuries and stuff because he knew all about it, obviously.

And it was just funny to me because maybe that was part of the healing.

But he would make a shitty joke about it, but I would know that there was no...