James Helm

After leaving Dr. Fenton's office that day, James writes another journal entry. It reads, The mind is a prison of uncertainty, trillions of cells guarded for eternity. Oh, where art thou, Master Key? Destroy the mind and be free. A few days after this, on April 2nd, James texts Gargi and tells her that he can't be friends with her anymore. It's too hard for him. Gargi responds, okay.

After leaving Dr. Fenton's office that day, James writes another journal entry. It reads, The mind is a prison of uncertainty, trillions of cells guarded for eternity. Oh, where art thou, Master Key? Destroy the mind and be free. A few days after this, on April 2nd, James texts Gargi and tells her that he can't be friends with her anymore. It's too hard for him. Gargi responds, okay.

After leaving Dr. Fenton's office that day, James writes another journal entry. It reads, The mind is a prison of uncertainty, trillions of cells guarded for eternity. Oh, where art thou, Master Key? Destroy the mind and be free. A few days after this, on April 2nd, James texts Gargi and tells her that he can't be friends with her anymore. It's too hard for him. Gargi responds, okay.

The following day, on April 3rd, James sits through a class on schizophrenia, something he's very interested in. When quizzed on the material, he does really well. And then on that same day, he meets with Dr. Fenton again.

The following day, on April 3rd, James sits through a class on schizophrenia, something he's very interested in. When quizzed on the material, he does really well. And then on that same day, he meets with Dr. Fenton again.

The following day, on April 3rd, James sits through a class on schizophrenia, something he's very interested in. When quizzed on the material, he does really well. And then on that same day, he meets with Dr. Fenton again.

The propranolol seems to be working. I do feel a little less anxious, but I'm having a hard time remembering things.

The propranolol seems to be working. I do feel a little less anxious, but I'm having a hard time remembering things.

The propranolol seems to be working. I do feel a little less anxious, but I'm having a hard time remembering things.

I am feeling a little tired throughout the day.

I am feeling a little tired throughout the day.

I am feeling a little tired throughout the day.

Now, it's around this time when James' classmates began to notice a difference in him. They said he stopped smiling. He was no longer making those weird jokes in class. And if you were to have taken a look into James' journal at the time, you would have seen some disturbing entries. One read as follows. The obsession to kill since I was a kid, with age, has become more and more realistic.

Now, it's around this time when James' classmates began to notice a difference in him. They said he stopped smiling. He was no longer making those weird jokes in class. And if you were to have taken a look into James' journal at the time, you would have seen some disturbing entries. One read as follows. The obsession to kill since I was a kid, with age, has become more and more realistic.

Now, it's around this time when James' classmates began to notice a difference in him. They said he stopped smiling. He was no longer making those weird jokes in class. And if you were to have taken a look into James' journal at the time, you would have seen some disturbing entries. One read as follows. The obsession to kill since I was a kid, with age, has become more and more realistic.

First obsession, onset, started more than ten years ago. So, anyways, that's my mind. It's broken. I tried to fix my mind. I made it my sole conviction, but using something that's broken to fix itself proved insurmountable. Neurosciences seemed like the way to go, but it didn't pan out. In order to rehabilitate the broken mind, my soul must be eviscerated.

First obsession, onset, started more than ten years ago. So, anyways, that's my mind. It's broken. I tried to fix my mind. I made it my sole conviction, but using something that's broken to fix itself proved insurmountable. Neurosciences seemed like the way to go, but it didn't pan out. In order to rehabilitate the broken mind, my soul must be eviscerated.

First obsession, onset, started more than ten years ago. So, anyways, that's my mind. It's broken. I tried to fix my mind. I made it my sole conviction, but using something that's broken to fix itself proved insurmountable. Neurosciences seemed like the way to go, but it didn't pan out. In order to rehabilitate the broken mind, my soul must be eviscerated.

I could not sacrifice my soul to have a normal mind. Despite my biological shortcomings, I fought and fought. There is one more battle to fight with life. To face death. Embrace a long-standing hatred of mankind and overcome all fear. Certain death.

I could not sacrifice my soul to have a normal mind. Despite my biological shortcomings, I fought and fought. There is one more battle to fight with life. To face death. Embrace a long-standing hatred of mankind and overcome all fear. Certain death.