Jamie Lynn Sigler

It was really,

traumatic, but I really intended when writing the book to like, this isn't a takedown of anyone, right?

This is an opportunity for me to share my story.

I didn't want to hurt anyone in any retelling of anything, but I needed to be honest and they needed to be truthful about what happened.

But I was really, because of that intention, I was really also able to see

his side and also really remember how much we loved each other, even though it was bad.

And even though it ended bad, like he did love me and I did love him.

And so to be able to not only offer him that forgiveness, but myself too, and not beat myself up so much for the choices I made and the things that I did and just really seeing like I was doing the best I could.

We all were.

And so I didn't expect to have that

healing around particularly that moment, but I had it around so many.

Well, I mean, I'm always asked, like, what happened in the ending?

Sure, yeah.

There's no, like, you know, I could give you my opinion, but there's no answer.

Do you have an opinion?

I think he died.

I think he died.

I think he did.

But I think that the way it was edited and the way that we were able to sort of see that the family was oblivious and sort of going about their life, but we could see all of these potential threats and at any moment that it could end everything for all of them,

That's the world they lived in.