Jamie Mustard

You'd go to eat at the galley and the food wasn't very good.

And there's sometimes there wasn't enough.

So you had to protect your food.

Wow.

Like prison or something.

My older brother, for years, and even maybe the last time I saw him 10 years ago, if we sat down to eat, he would put his arm around his plate.

He was eating like that well into his adulthood.

We're being fed this doctrine.

It has a huge punishment context to it.

And there's all these kind of labels.

Like if you're not happy enough, you're down tone.

They call spiritual happiness theta because they call the soul theta.

If you're crying or you're making a problem, then you're

in disturbed theta.

And so you're trying to avoid all these terms.

But Hubbard's doctrine is very brutal.

And in the commanding officer of the cadet organization's office, there was a little brown box where you could write him letters, even as a little kid, and he would write you back and it would be signed by him.

Yeah, you're writing to the Commodore.

And he called himself the Commodore.

Kind of like Gaddafi called himself a colonel, right?