Janette Manrara

But she did leave her great-grandchildren something each.

And this is what she left for me, is this cross.

I'm not very religious at all.

My family is Catholic and Christian.

My mom's side is more Christian.

My dad's side is more Catholic.

But my grandmother was Catholic and she would always pray for me and pray for the family.

And her giving me this cross meant to me that she wanted to protect me for the rest of my life.

And to this day, genuinely, you know, I don't know what is or isn't out there.

But I kind of pray to her more than anyone, you know, when I'm in my toughest, scariest, most kind of like, this is a big moment, this is a big decision.

Before every single live show, I always do a quick prayer to her and say, I say it in Spanish, abuela, cuídame, which means take care of me, grandma.

And I just feel like she's always by my side.

If Guardians Angels exist...

She's definitely mine.

And do you wear that around?

I mean, I know you've got it on a safety pin.

I know.

No, I don't wear it ever because I'm too scared to lose it.

Oh, okay.

No, but I wore it on my wedding day when Aliash and I got married.