Jared Osmond

I would, I would say it was more of, I was not aware until those phone calls came in that that was even happening.

I just kind of thought if it was the break that I thought we were taking, I'd say, let's just pause for a minute and not, I didn't realize I didn't, but for some reason I was offended by it.

And, and, and then after her terrible plane ride with Meredith behind her, which I was on the phone with her the entire time on text, and we can talk about that, but

She was looking for me to kind of console her.

That was the first time we saw each other was on the river where they put us together on the show and we walked.

And rather than me showing compassion is what I should have done.

So again, I'll own it.

It was just me in reaction.

Like, oh my gosh, you just flirted your butt off the entire time on this ship.

Why?

Oh, I definitely overreacted.

And I don't think, and to be honest, I'm not necessarily a jealous guy.

I just was confused.

You know, I was home just kind of doing my thing and she was doing that.

And I, I don't know, I was a little upset about it and I wanted her to own it and she just wanted to be comforted and I missed it.

I totally missed it.

And, and I came off, you know, looking like kind of a jerk and I think I was.

Quite honestly, I think I was a jerk.

I have to own that.

And there's a lot of context in there.