Jared Osmond

And so to be able to say, just stop, I said it poorly and I shouldn't, she's a stable person.

I shouldn't have said that, but you know, there are, there are things to be worked through rather than to just cut and run.

Yeah, no, it is.

And again, like I said earlier, I have to take responsibility.

I believe that I'm the reason we've broken up so many times.

And if you look at how we trauma bonded into the relationship, not as an excuse, but just as a factor, you know, we trauma bonded in.

It took me quite a long time to get over my ex, which took time.

And then all of a sudden the show shows up.

Right as soon as that transition is starting to be made and she and I are all in, the show comes along.

And there's a whole new topic to deal with that I never suspected would happen.

And there's a spotlight that shine on everything that I've done bad.

Just it's out there.

And every little comment and every little thing anybody can dig up

I mean, there's so many anonymous accounts just pumping out fake information about me.

So it is what it is.

And it's not all fake.

I mean, I have to own, you know, there are things that I've done wrong.

And, you know, radical acceptance of those is what's needed.

And so that's where I've been to just kind of go, okay, well, yeah, I did that wrong.

And so what's the path?