Javier

I would even comment to her and say, you know, I don't recognize you.

I need a roadmap.

I used to love feeling her body.

Her big body next to me in bed.

The softness of her body.

You know, the extra tummy and the extra booty.

I miss that voluptuousness.

Being able to lean up next to her and feel her, for lack of a better word, draping over me.

That's no longer an option.

Now it's cuddling and it's cuddling as tight and closely as we can or as I can.

And that's the extent of the intimacy.

I'm at a loss for why there's no physical intimacy or hasn't been any.

And this new body, I haven't really been able to touch or explore or anything like that.

It's not, no.

I felt that we were always on the same page and going, you know, we're on the same page.

We weren't two ships in the night crossing paths.

We were one ship.

Hey, how's it going?

Yeah.

Out of the blue, a few weeks ago, Jean said, Hey, I just want to thank you for being so supportive through my, my adventure with my body image issues and, and fears.