Jay Mohr

I just wanted to feel something.

I've always been a drug addict and an alcoholic.

It wasn't like this one event made me this thing.

I was an alcoholic and drug addict when I was born.

And long before I ever picked up a drink, I've always needed more than anybody else in every capacity.

Everybody else has this plan for living that I'm not aware of.

And I always felt like on the outside looking in.

Like if you and I were kids and I was at your house and we were on your couch watching TV, I would spend that entire time trying to convince you that we were having a good time on your couch watching TV.

Like I was just needy.

Desperation's got a very distinct scent and I stunk.

Yeah.

So I, I quit drinking 1998 and then I used drugs alcoholically.

I'm a big pill guy.

I love pills.

So it was like Viking and Norco.

And then when I stopped that a couple of times and then Adderall is the one that brought down the beast.

And, um,

So the divorce didn't make me use, I chose to go back to using drugs.

I felt like I was, I like having a secret, like I'm getting away with something.

In the middle of the pandemic was fantastic.