J.E. Reich

There's a possibility that these calls could have been in the thousands, especially if you include the calls that she made during phase one, which were eight or nine months prior to when we first recorded the first pair of episodes for Something Was Wrong. It also took me a really long time to realize that this itself was a form of stalking. It was hard to be able to talk to anybody about it.

I experienced edema in both legs, which can be a sign of heart failure. As soon as I got back from Miami, I went to the hospital within 24 hours of me landing. They thought I was experiencing heart failure. It was really bad. I was in the hospital for three days or so. Having to deal with what was happening to my body that required immediate attention.

I experienced edema in both legs, which can be a sign of heart failure. As soon as I got back from Miami, I went to the hospital within 24 hours of me landing. They thought I was experiencing heart failure. It was really bad. I was in the hospital for three days or so. Having to deal with what was happening to my body that required immediate attention.

I experienced edema in both legs, which can be a sign of heart failure. As soon as I got back from Miami, I went to the hospital within 24 hours of me landing. They thought I was experiencing heart failure. It was really bad. I was in the hospital for three days or so. Having to deal with what was happening to my body that required immediate attention.

And even though I relayed it plainly, sapped of emotion or subjectivity, I imagined they thought it was something I must have made up. A ruse rife with high drama. My life became smaller. I called the detectives assigned to the case with persistence, begging for updates. My calls were rarely returned. I tried to find a therapist to speak to, but the waitlists were months long.

And even though I relayed it plainly, sapped of emotion or subjectivity, I imagined they thought it was something I must have made up. A ruse rife with high drama. My life became smaller. I called the detectives assigned to the case with persistence, begging for updates. My calls were rarely returned. I tried to find a therapist to speak to, but the waitlists were months long.

And even though I relayed it plainly, sapped of emotion or subjectivity, I imagined they thought it was something I must have made up. A ruse rife with high drama. My life became smaller. I called the detectives assigned to the case with persistence, begging for updates. My calls were rarely returned. I tried to find a therapist to speak to, but the waitlists were months long.

I fell out of touch with so many friends because how could I begin to describe or explain or narrate what had gone on? I also didn't want to trauma dump, especially because other people during the pandemic were going through their own traumas and their own hardships. Some people have lost loved ones. I didn't want to add to anybody else's pain as well.

I fell out of touch with so many friends because how could I begin to describe or explain or narrate what had gone on? I also didn't want to trauma dump, especially because other people during the pandemic were going through their own traumas and their own hardships. Some people have lost loved ones. I didn't want to add to anybody else's pain as well.

I fell out of touch with so many friends because how could I begin to describe or explain or narrate what had gone on? I also didn't want to trauma dump, especially because other people during the pandemic were going through their own traumas and their own hardships. Some people have lost loved ones. I didn't want to add to anybody else's pain as well.

It didn't take my mind off of what had happened, but I had to go back into survival mode. It definitely delayed being able to process what I had gone through. We're not sure exactly what caused that symptom or what caused my ill health. Parts of my hair went gray. For those three months, I pretty much thought I was dying.

It didn't take my mind off of what had happened, but I had to go back into survival mode. It definitely delayed being able to process what I had gone through. We're not sure exactly what caused that symptom or what caused my ill health. Parts of my hair went gray. For those three months, I pretty much thought I was dying.

It didn't take my mind off of what had happened, but I had to go back into survival mode. It definitely delayed being able to process what I had gone through. We're not sure exactly what caused that symptom or what caused my ill health. Parts of my hair went gray. For those three months, I pretty much thought I was dying.

My days were spent in my apartment, almost exclusively, and my life became smaller. My then-partner left me, and I couldn't blame them because I was a shuddering mess. I stopped reading, I stopped writing, and my life became smaller. I hardly moved from one room to another. I had panic attacks every day. My world became the size of the bed or the couch I barely left.

My days were spent in my apartment, almost exclusively, and my life became smaller. My then-partner left me, and I couldn't blame them because I was a shuddering mess. I stopped reading, I stopped writing, and my life became smaller. I hardly moved from one room to another. I had panic attacks every day. My world became the size of the bed or the couch I barely left.

My days were spent in my apartment, almost exclusively, and my life became smaller. My then-partner left me, and I couldn't blame them because I was a shuddering mess. I stopped reading, I stopped writing, and my life became smaller. I hardly moved from one room to another. I had panic attacks every day. My world became the size of the bed or the couch I barely left.

There were also times where I can't say for certain, but I likely lost a contract job that I had because I had to say to my boss at the time, I couldn't even believe these words were coming out of my mouth, but it was right after the calls had begun.

There were also times where I can't say for certain, but I likely lost a contract job that I had because I had to say to my boss at the time, I couldn't even believe these words were coming out of my mouth, but it was right after the calls had begun.

There were also times where I can't say for certain, but I likely lost a contract job that I had because I had to say to my boss at the time, I couldn't even believe these words were coming out of my mouth, but it was right after the calls had begun.

I was cognizant that the stress was affecting me, but I don't think I really understood how deeply it did until a month or so out of it. And this came back to the idea that everything had been my fault. Because if I hadn't written this essay, at the time, I thought that it was a way that I could heal, even as everything was happening.