Jelly Roll

No, I'm always, it's like the, yeah, you're right. I'm in that space. I'm in my stride. I'm in my quest of, I'm looking for it at every angle right now. I'm like, I wrote a song. I wrote so many, it's talking about storytelling again. Sorry, I keep going here. It's my fucking storytelling podcast. I probably have four songs on this podcast that I wrote just very old school storytelling.

Like the music I grew up loving, like how Willie Nelson would tell these stories and these characters. Yeah. And it has been so, talking about muses, I wasn't sure if I was gonna tell this story, but I will. As a part of my journey, my mental health and with things I struggle with, I will pop into when I'm home in a or a meetings, even though I still drink and smoke pot.

Like the music I grew up loving, like how Willie Nelson would tell these stories and these characters. Yeah. And it has been so, talking about muses, I wasn't sure if I was gonna tell this story, but I will. As a part of my journey, my mental health and with things I struggle with, I will pop into when I'm home in a or a meetings, even though I still drink and smoke pot.

Like the music I grew up loving, like how Willie Nelson would tell these stories and these characters. Yeah. And it has been so, talking about muses, I wasn't sure if I was gonna tell this story, but I will. As a part of my journey, my mental health and with things I struggle with, I will pop into when I'm home in a or a meetings, even though I still drink and smoke pot.

I don't claim to be a part of the program because I have so much respect for those who are sober, like can really live the clean, sober life by the program. But it's helped me so much not to go back to some of my demons. It's taught me about gratitude lists. It's just helped me a lot. And I go to, you know, a few a year, never say nothing, just sitting back quietly.

I don't claim to be a part of the program because I have so much respect for those who are sober, like can really live the clean, sober life by the program. But it's helped me so much not to go back to some of my demons. It's taught me about gratitude lists. It's just helped me a lot. And I go to, you know, a few a year, never say nothing, just sitting back quietly.

I don't claim to be a part of the program because I have so much respect for those who are sober, like can really live the clean, sober life by the program. But it's helped me so much not to go back to some of my demons. It's taught me about gratitude lists. It's just helped me a lot. And I go to, you know, a few a year, never say nothing, just sitting back quietly.

I'm just in there trying to learn, you know. Never went in there thinking like an artist. Just kind of going there thinking like an addict. So I just want to be an addict in here. That's why I don't talk. And I watched a man having a breakdown in there. And this happens. You know what I mean? People are coming in here. I mean, it's an AA meeting, right? And he's shaking.

I'm just in there trying to learn, you know. Never went in there thinking like an artist. Just kind of going there thinking like an addict. So I just want to be an addict in here. That's why I don't talk. And I watched a man having a breakdown in there. And this happens. You know what I mean? People are coming in here. I mean, it's an AA meeting, right? And he's shaking.

I'm just in there trying to learn, you know. Never went in there thinking like an artist. Just kind of going there thinking like an addict. So I just want to be an addict in here. That's why I don't talk. And I watched a man having a breakdown in there. And this happens. You know what I mean? People are coming in here. I mean, it's an AA meeting, right? And he's shaking.

And at the end they go, does anybody want to get a 24-hour chip or a desire to change? And the guy said, I drank this morning, but I do have a desire. And he was already shaking where he hadn't drank in five, six hours. And... The guy goes, old head walks over, most gangster shit I've ever seen, puts his arm around him and says, it's all right, baby. None of us came in here on a winning streak.

And at the end they go, does anybody want to get a 24-hour chip or a desire to change? And the guy said, I drank this morning, but I do have a desire. And he was already shaking where he hadn't drank in five, six hours. And... The guy goes, old head walks over, most gangster shit I've ever seen, puts his arm around him and says, it's all right, baby. None of us came in here on a winning streak.

And at the end they go, does anybody want to get a 24-hour chip or a desire to change? And the guy said, I drank this morning, but I do have a desire. And he was already shaking where he hadn't drank in five, six hours. And... The guy goes, old head walks over, most gangster shit I've ever seen, puts his arm around him and says, it's all right, baby. None of us came in here on a winning streak.

Dude, I was like, I had no intention of going to this meeting. The only reason I even went, believe it or not, wasn't because I was having a craving, even. I had an hour to kill on the way to a writing session. And I was like, well, fuck it. I could either spend this hour scrolling on fucking TikTok and thinking about how fucking Ukraine's going to kill us, or... You know what I mean? Yeah.

Dude, I was like, I had no intention of going to this meeting. The only reason I even went, believe it or not, wasn't because I was having a craving, even. I had an hour to kill on the way to a writing session. And I was like, well, fuck it. I could either spend this hour scrolling on fucking TikTok and thinking about how fucking Ukraine's going to kill us, or... You know what I mean? Yeah.

Dude, I was like, I had no intention of going to this meeting. The only reason I even went, believe it or not, wasn't because I was having a craving, even. I had an hour to kill on the way to a writing session. And I was like, well, fuck it. I could either spend this hour scrolling on fucking TikTok and thinking about how fucking Ukraine's going to kill us, or... You know what I mean? Yeah.

And I went into the meeting and I left and I walked in the writer's room and it was like, you know, it's fun when we write together because everybody's got an idea. I said, boys, I don't know if this is the idea, but I want to tell you what just happened to me. I just seen one of the most beautiful acts of humanity I've ever seen. Just because this guy's shaking. He's crying.

And I went into the meeting and I left and I walked in the writer's room and it was like, you know, it's fun when we write together because everybody's got an idea. I said, boys, I don't know if this is the idea, but I want to tell you what just happened to me. I just seen one of the most beautiful acts of humanity I've ever seen. Just because this guy's shaking. He's crying.

And I went into the meeting and I left and I walked in the writer's room and it was like, you know, it's fun when we write together because everybody's got an idea. I said, boys, I don't know if this is the idea, but I want to tell you what just happened to me. I just seen one of the most beautiful acts of humanity I've ever seen. Just because this guy's shaking. He's crying.

And this dude's walking. I'm getting emotional because I'm watching it. The whole room's getting emotional. This dude, just super cool, just kind of walks over. Almost like, I've seen this before. He was the only one. All of us were sad. This dude was happy. He walked over with a smile like he'd seen it. He was like, oh, don't worry, baby. Nobody comes in here on a windy street.