Jess

And... So those two things I always stayed away from. And then one day, we couldn't find heroin. And I was just so, so sick. I was dog sick. I just couldn't move. But we could find crack. And I think Ben had already had some. There was one day that he was sick and I was not sick.

And... So those two things I always stayed away from. And then one day, we couldn't find heroin. And I was just so, so sick. I was dog sick. I just couldn't move. But we could find crack. And I think Ben had already had some. There was one day that he was sick and I was not sick.

So I go down to South Memphis to go try to find more heroin so I can make him better when he wakes up because he was just rolling around in his sleep and he was sweating and it was just, it was bad. So I was like, let me go down and I can wake him up with some heroin and make him better. Well, I waited there for three hours. There was no heroin. All they had was crack.

So I go down to South Memphis to go try to find more heroin so I can make him better when he wakes up because he was just rolling around in his sleep and he was sweating and it was just, it was bad. So I was like, let me go down and I can wake him up with some heroin and make him better. Well, I waited there for three hours. There was no heroin. All they had was crack.

So I go down to South Memphis to go try to find more heroin so I can make him better when he wakes up because he was just rolling around in his sleep and he was sweating and it was just, it was bad. So I was like, let me go down and I can wake him up with some heroin and make him better. Well, I waited there for three hours. There was no heroin. All they had was crack.

And I'm like, well, I remember he used to do crack back in the day. maybe crack will make him feel better so um so I got like a 30 rock of crack brought it home to him and he he was upset that there was no heroin because he knew he would still be sick but he was happy that I brought him crack so he was doing crack after that and I think probably about

And I'm like, well, I remember he used to do crack back in the day. maybe crack will make him feel better so um so I got like a 30 rock of crack brought it home to him and he he was upset that there was no heroin because he knew he would still be sick but he was happy that I brought him crack so he was doing crack after that and I think probably about

And I'm like, well, I remember he used to do crack back in the day. maybe crack will make him feel better so um so I got like a 30 rock of crack brought it home to him and he he was upset that there was no heroin because he knew he would still be sick but he was happy that I brought him crack so he was doing crack after that and I think probably about

Two, three weeks after that, you know, the crack had already been established. He had been doing that. So when I couldn't find heroin, about two, three weeks later, he was like, well, I got this crack, but it's a bad idea. And I think I remember I was holding the pipe in my hand. I was like, how bad of an idea is this? He was like, that's the worst decision you will ever make.

Two, three weeks after that, you know, the crack had already been established. He had been doing that. So when I couldn't find heroin, about two, three weeks later, he was like, well, I got this crack, but it's a bad idea. And I think I remember I was holding the pipe in my hand. I was like, how bad of an idea is this? He was like, that's the worst decision you will ever make.

Two, three weeks after that, you know, the crack had already been established. He had been doing that. So when I couldn't find heroin, about two, three weeks later, he was like, well, I got this crack, but it's a bad idea. And I think I remember I was holding the pipe in my hand. I was like, how bad of an idea is this? He was like, that's the worst decision you will ever make.

And I was like, fuck it. And I lit it. And that was the end of everything. That was all I wanted for the next year and a half.

And I was like, fuck it. And I lit it. And that was the end of everything. That was all I wanted for the next year and a half.

And I was like, fuck it. And I lit it. And that was the end of everything. That was all I wanted for the next year and a half.

Mm-hmm. I feel like it was about a year and a half.

Mm-hmm. I feel like it was about a year and a half.

Mm-hmm. I feel like it was about a year and a half.

So it's cocaine and baking soda and water. Those are essentially the three ingredients, and they're cooked together, which you would think, you know, like cocaine, big deal, it's cocaine, and you just add some baking soda and some water. You don't think it would be a big difference, but I guess...

So it's cocaine and baking soda and water. Those are essentially the three ingredients, and they're cooked together, which you would think, you know, like cocaine, big deal, it's cocaine, and you just add some baking soda and some water. You don't think it would be a big difference, but I guess...

So it's cocaine and baking soda and water. Those are essentially the three ingredients, and they're cooked together, which you would think, you know, like cocaine, big deal, it's cocaine, and you just add some baking soda and some water. You don't think it would be a big difference, but I guess...