Jess

And as we were finishing those six episodes, he was finishing a 24-hour shift and showed up at my door and I was just a wreck.

So that was really, really helpful.

But it's, yeah, it's not, it's a hard thing because

There's all of this positivity coming my way and, like, people being so kind and sweet and whatever.

But it's, like, it's horror.

I hate watching it.

Like, I hated it.

It was one of, like, the worst things I've ever been through.

Like, to hear...

you know, the worst things that anyone ever said to you, like over and over on loop and be sent like that clip over and over.

It's like, I'm so grateful for where I am now.

Thank God I went on the show where I wouldn't have him.

I wouldn't know these women.

I wouldn't be here with you.

But like it was awful.

Yeah.

And so it's it's been really, really difficult.

Honestly, there's it's been, I think, an emotional roller coaster for both of us.

Yeah.

um i don't know how well i would be doing if it wasn't for harmful truly it's been really hard yeah um and i i love everybody's like support and positivity it means so much to me but you know it's only because of a shit storm yeah to be honest so it's it's a double-edged sword for sure