Jesse James West

The one time I came off and the reason I'm bringing this up because I want to almost normalize like, hey, if you're on this stuff, like I used to feel ashamed that I was on it and not tell anybody, like maybe my two best friends knew for like five years and no one else knew. But I went on it for from 15 to 18 when I went to Lehigh is the only time I ever came off.

The one time I came off and the reason I'm bringing this up because I want to almost normalize like, hey, if you're on this stuff, like I used to feel ashamed that I was on it and not tell anybody, like maybe my two best friends knew for like five years and no one else knew. But I went on it for from 15 to 18 when I went to Lehigh is the only time I ever came off.

The one time I came off and the reason I'm bringing this up because I want to almost normalize like, hey, if you're on this stuff, like I used to feel ashamed that I was on it and not tell anybody, like maybe my two best friends knew for like five years and no one else knew. But I went on it for from 15 to 18 when I went to Lehigh is the only time I ever came off.

The time I made the most important decision in my life and also felt the most pain in my life. Did I feel more pain because I was off? I have no idea. 50 milligrams is not a lot. It's small. But I then went back on, felt regulated. Does it work? I honestly have no idea. I can't really tell you.

The time I made the most important decision in my life and also felt the most pain in my life. Did I feel more pain because I was off? I have no idea. 50 milligrams is not a lot. It's small. But I then went back on, felt regulated. Does it work? I honestly have no idea. I can't really tell you.

The time I made the most important decision in my life and also felt the most pain in my life. Did I feel more pain because I was off? I have no idea. 50 milligrams is not a lot. It's small. But I then went back on, felt regulated. Does it work? I honestly have no idea. I can't really tell you.

I've never not been on it.

I've never not been on it.

I've never not been on it.

it's a good question i've had these conversations um one thing that i'm afraid of is altering my mind from where it's at right now i think eventually i think it comes from a lot of internal work and daily practices to be able to shift off of it like you know i get on breath work i don't do that now i gotta i gotta maybe go in the sauna and the ice bath on a little things like that that i need to take an account if i'm coming off of it the only thing i fear is

it's a good question i've had these conversations um one thing that i'm afraid of is altering my mind from where it's at right now i think eventually i think it comes from a lot of internal work and daily practices to be able to shift off of it like you know i get on breath work i don't do that now i gotta i gotta maybe go in the sauna and the ice bath on a little things like that that i need to take an account if i'm coming off of it the only thing i fear is

it's a good question i've had these conversations um one thing that i'm afraid of is altering my mind from where it's at right now i think eventually i think it comes from a lot of internal work and daily practices to be able to shift off of it like you know i get on breath work i don't do that now i gotta i gotta maybe go in the sauna and the ice bath on a little things like that that i need to take an account if i'm coming off of it the only thing i fear is

And I could be like, just like a trauma thing is in 2018, just being that depressed and having that, I think that me stopping registers in my brain as that's going to happen again. It might not, you know, it probably doesn't, but in my head, I'm scared.

And I could be like, just like a trauma thing is in 2018, just being that depressed and having that, I think that me stopping registers in my brain as that's going to happen again. It might not, you know, it probably doesn't, but in my head, I'm scared.

And I could be like, just like a trauma thing is in 2018, just being that depressed and having that, I think that me stopping registers in my brain as that's going to happen again. It might not, you know, it probably doesn't, but in my head, I'm scared.

Well, yeah, it's- Or maybe imagine if I was out without it, I'd be like, whoa.

Well, yeah, it's- Or maybe imagine if I was out without it, I'd be like, whoa.

Well, yeah, it's- Or maybe imagine if I was out without it, I'd be like, whoa.

People, I've heard on the MOG cast, it's like Sush and James English years ago, they were like, I think Jesse's brain automatically produces Adderall in his head. And I was like, that makes a lot of sense. I don't do any drugs whatsoever. I drink maybe one drink a month. And it's like...

People, I've heard on the MOG cast, it's like Sush and James English years ago, they were like, I think Jesse's brain automatically produces Adderall in his head. And I was like, that makes a lot of sense. I don't do any drugs whatsoever. I drink maybe one drink a month. And it's like...