Jesse James

I bought this camcorder just so I could talk to you.

I just wanted to tell you hi, and I love you, and I miss you.

I'm very proud of you.

I was driving back to Fort Bragg from Iowa and I received a text from a friend at work asking me when the last time I heard from Holly was.

It was unusual.

Holly was very dependable and it's just, you know, being an army officer, it was kind of unheard of to not show up for work.

She was a floor nurse.

She loved helping people all the time.

And she really loved children.

Holly and John seemed happy.

It seemed like a good match.

Being a dual military couple, it's just that extra layer of complication.

You're just apart quite a bit.

I bought this camcorder just so I could talk to you.

I just wanted to tell you hi, and I'm with you, and I miss you.

I'm very proud of you.

I didn't talk to you, so I just wanted to send you a click out and let you know that everything's okay.

I had reporters on my doorstep, and they were asking if I knew anything about Holly, what could I tell them?

I think that's when I realized it was bigger than what I was imagining.

Holly would always call Lindsey John's little girlfriend.