Jesse

I was very insecure, just kind of like going through a lot mentally. So he was exactly what like I needed. And I feel like he knew exactly what to do to kind of like snatch me and get me in. So, yeah.

I was very insecure, just kind of like going through a lot mentally. So he was exactly what like I needed. And I feel like he knew exactly what to do to kind of like snatch me and get me in. So, yeah.

I think it's definitely a super taboo subject, especially within our church. I feel like you're taught your whole entire life, do not have sex until you're married. And then magically when you're married, you're supposed to just enjoy it and know how to do it and everything like that. And I feel like that's not common.

I think it's definitely a super taboo subject, especially within our church. I feel like you're taught your whole entire life, do not have sex until you're married. And then magically when you're married, you're supposed to just enjoy it and know how to do it and everything like that. And I feel like that's not common.

I think it's definitely a super taboo subject, especially within our church. I feel like you're taught your whole entire life, do not have sex until you're married. And then magically when you're married, you're supposed to just enjoy it and know how to do it and everything like that. And I feel like that's not common.

And it's hard to learn your body too when there's a lot of shame around it in the church or you're married that you can't have it. And I feel like just me personally, I was ashamed to kind of get to know myself and know what would help me have an orgasm. I just always felt like shameful around it and I didn't want to explore and figure out like what would get me there.

And it's hard to learn your body too when there's a lot of shame around it in the church or you're married that you can't have it. And I feel like just me personally, I was ashamed to kind of get to know myself and know what would help me have an orgasm. I just always felt like shameful around it and I didn't want to explore and figure out like what would get me there.

And it's hard to learn your body too when there's a lot of shame around it in the church or you're married that you can't have it. And I feel like just me personally, I was ashamed to kind of get to know myself and know what would help me have an orgasm. I just always felt like shameful around it and I didn't want to explore and figure out like what would get me there.

And yeah, it took a lot to kind of get over that mental hump that finally like was able to like help me get there. It was just definitely more of like a mental game for me because I feel like I had like the tools to like get there. I felt like I knew what possibly could.

And yeah, it took a lot to kind of get over that mental hump that finally like was able to like help me get there. It was just definitely more of like a mental game for me because I feel like I had like the tools to like get there. I felt like I knew what possibly could.

And yeah, it took a lot to kind of get over that mental hump that finally like was able to like help me get there. It was just definitely more of like a mental game for me because I feel like I had like the tools to like get there. I felt like I knew what possibly could.

But it was just kind of like every time I would do it to myself or like things like that always just felt like dirty after almost. And that's kind of just like the shame that like we have in our church kind of to begin with. So once I finally got past that mental hump, I feel like that's what kind of like helped me. She's never been more relaxed.

But it was just kind of like every time I would do it to myself or like things like that always just felt like dirty after almost. And that's kind of just like the shame that like we have in our church kind of to begin with. So once I finally got past that mental hump, I feel like that's what kind of like helped me. She's never been more relaxed.

But it was just kind of like every time I would do it to myself or like things like that always just felt like dirty after almost. And that's kind of just like the shame that like we have in our church kind of to begin with. So once I finally got past that mental hump, I feel like that's what kind of like helped me. She's never been more relaxed.

I think personally for me, the behaviors that I saw were just so alarming that I couldn't just kind of turn a blind eye to it. And I try to give a lot of people grace. That's something that I'm very big on. I'm very big on forgiving and like giving people second chances.

I think personally for me, the behaviors that I saw were just so alarming that I couldn't just kind of turn a blind eye to it. And I try to give a lot of people grace. That's something that I'm very big on. I'm very big on forgiving and like giving people second chances.

I think personally for me, the behaviors that I saw were just so alarming that I couldn't just kind of turn a blind eye to it. And I try to give a lot of people grace. That's something that I'm very big on. I'm very big on forgiving and like giving people second chances.

But for me personally, seeing what she did to Jesse and just kind of honestly how evil it was, I was like, what makes me think that she's not going to go and try to do this to me? And then she did things to Taylor as well. And I just felt like it was a pattern that was repeating itself. And I didn't want to be caught on the wrong end of it. So I was just like, I'm going to take a step back.

But for me personally, seeing what she did to Jesse and just kind of honestly how evil it was, I was like, what makes me think that she's not going to go and try to do this to me? And then she did things to Taylor as well. And I just felt like it was a pattern that was repeating itself. And I didn't want to be caught on the wrong end of it. So I was just like, I'm going to take a step back.

But for me personally, seeing what she did to Jesse and just kind of honestly how evil it was, I was like, what makes me think that she's not going to go and try to do this to me? And then she did things to Taylor as well. And I just felt like it was a pattern that was repeating itself. And I didn't want to be caught on the wrong end of it. So I was just like, I'm going to take a step back.