Jesse

He didn't like me modeling, but I feel like that's kind of like an insecurity thing.

He didn't like me modeling, but I feel like that's kind of like an insecurity thing.

He didn't like me modeling, but I feel like that's kind of like an insecurity thing.

Yeah. Yeah. He was on the show multiple times, as you guys saw. So it's just it's very interesting that like he said those things once we were breaking up. I personally I can't say completely because like I don't know what his intentions were like talking to me at all. But I honestly looking back, I feel pretty used. I feel like he kind of came in.

Yeah. Yeah. He was on the show multiple times, as you guys saw. So it's just it's very interesting that like he said those things once we were breaking up. I personally I can't say completely because like I don't know what his intentions were like talking to me at all. But I honestly looking back, I feel pretty used. I feel like he kind of came in.

Yeah. Yeah. He was on the show multiple times, as you guys saw. So it's just it's very interesting that like he said those things once we were breaking up. I personally I can't say completely because like I don't know what his intentions were like talking to me at all. But I honestly looking back, I feel pretty used. I feel like he kind of came in.

He got his screen time and then he dipped when he felt like he got enough.

He got his screen time and then he dipped when he felt like he got enough.

He got his screen time and then he dipped when he felt like he got enough.

do you feel like he kind of tried to make you feel like safe and comfortable by being like i don't like this show i don't like but then yeah would be on it and obviously like have set conversations on it exactly yeah exactly i feel like it was kind of maybe a way to make him not look like he used me and be like oh well i don't really i don't like the show like i don't know if i want this a part of my life for the rest of my life even though multiple times i've told him like

do you feel like he kind of tried to make you feel like safe and comfortable by being like i don't like this show i don't like but then yeah would be on it and obviously like have set conversations on it exactly yeah exactly i feel like it was kind of maybe a way to make him not look like he used me and be like oh well i don't really i don't like the show like i don't know if i want this a part of my life for the rest of my life even though multiple times i've told him like

do you feel like he kind of tried to make you feel like safe and comfortable by being like i don't like this show i don't like but then yeah would be on it and obviously like have set conversations on it exactly yeah exactly i feel like it was kind of maybe a way to make him not look like he used me and be like oh well i don't really i don't like the show like i don't know if i want this a part of my life for the rest of my life even though multiple times i've told him like

I don't know how long I want this in my life like I would voice that to him all the time like you know like we're on season three right now but like who knows like maybe like at season five like I feel like I'm I've reached my limit and I'm gonna walk away from the show like I just don't know what the future holds for me so I feel like him holding that kind of above me and being like I don't know if like I want this part of my life I'm like okay that's like interesting because again it wasn't a red flag when you showed up to filming all the time.

I don't know how long I want this in my life like I would voice that to him all the time like you know like we're on season three right now but like who knows like maybe like at season five like I feel like I'm I've reached my limit and I'm gonna walk away from the show like I just don't know what the future holds for me so I feel like him holding that kind of above me and being like I don't know if like I want this part of my life I'm like okay that's like interesting because again it wasn't a red flag when you showed up to filming all the time.

I don't know how long I want this in my life like I would voice that to him all the time like you know like we're on season three right now but like who knows like maybe like at season five like I feel like I'm I've reached my limit and I'm gonna walk away from the show like I just don't know what the future holds for me so I feel like him holding that kind of above me and being like I don't know if like I want this part of my life I'm like okay that's like interesting because again it wasn't a red flag when you showed up to filming all the time.

as well but what what can you share about that moment that season two ended on and like I guess how shocked or not shocked were you yeah for the first question I think for me personally just this show has given me a lot of opportunities in my life that's kind of like changed my life like being able to be a single mom and provide my children with

as well but what what can you share about that moment that season two ended on and like I guess how shocked or not shocked were you yeah for the first question I think for me personally just this show has given me a lot of opportunities in my life that's kind of like changed my life like being able to be a single mom and provide my children with

as well but what what can you share about that moment that season two ended on and like I guess how shocked or not shocked were you yeah for the first question I think for me personally just this show has given me a lot of opportunities in my life that's kind of like changed my life like being able to be a single mom and provide my children with

a really good life is something that a lot of women stay in relationships for because they can't do that so it's something that I'm very grateful for and I think that's why I've become more confident because I'm like I'm doing the damn thing and I'm doing it on my own too which I'm just really proud of myself because truthfully that's something that for a long time is why I stayed in my marriage so long is because I didn't know if I could do it and then the show came into the picture and I was like wait like there's a chance that I could do this on my own and that's what kind of like gave me the confidence to leave and season one that's when I was in the process of my divorce and like still like

a really good life is something that a lot of women stay in relationships for because they can't do that so it's something that I'm very grateful for and I think that's why I've become more confident because I'm like I'm doing the damn thing and I'm doing it on my own too which I'm just really proud of myself because truthfully that's something that for a long time is why I stayed in my marriage so long is because I didn't know if I could do it and then the show came into the picture and I was like wait like there's a chance that I could do this on my own and that's what kind of like gave me the confidence to leave and season one that's when I was in the process of my divorce and like still like