Jesse

And it's hard to learn your body too when there's a lot of shame around it in the church or you're married that you can't have it. And I feel like just me personally, I was ashamed to kind of get to know myself and know what would help me have an orgasm. I just always felt like shameful around it and I didn't want to explore and figure out like what would get me there.

And yeah, it took a lot to kind of get over that mental hump that finally like was able to like help me get there. It was just definitely more of like a mental game for me because I feel like I had like the tools to like get there. I felt like I knew what possibly could.

And yeah, it took a lot to kind of get over that mental hump that finally like was able to like help me get there. It was just definitely more of like a mental game for me because I feel like I had like the tools to like get there. I felt like I knew what possibly could.

And yeah, it took a lot to kind of get over that mental hump that finally like was able to like help me get there. It was just definitely more of like a mental game for me because I feel like I had like the tools to like get there. I felt like I knew what possibly could.

But it was just kind of like every time I would do it to myself or like things like that always just felt like dirty after almost. And that's kind of just like the shame that like we have in our church kind of to begin with. So once I finally got past that mental hump, I feel like that's what kind of like helped me. She's never been more relaxed.

But it was just kind of like every time I would do it to myself or like things like that always just felt like dirty after almost. And that's kind of just like the shame that like we have in our church kind of to begin with. So once I finally got past that mental hump, I feel like that's what kind of like helped me. She's never been more relaxed.

But it was just kind of like every time I would do it to myself or like things like that always just felt like dirty after almost. And that's kind of just like the shame that like we have in our church kind of to begin with. So once I finally got past that mental hump, I feel like that's what kind of like helped me. She's never been more relaxed.

I think personally for me, the behaviors that I saw were just so alarming that I couldn't just kind of turn a blind eye to it. And I try to give a lot of people grace. That's something that I'm very big on. I'm very big on forgiving and like giving people second chances.

I think personally for me, the behaviors that I saw were just so alarming that I couldn't just kind of turn a blind eye to it. And I try to give a lot of people grace. That's something that I'm very big on. I'm very big on forgiving and like giving people second chances.

I think personally for me, the behaviors that I saw were just so alarming that I couldn't just kind of turn a blind eye to it. And I try to give a lot of people grace. That's something that I'm very big on. I'm very big on forgiving and like giving people second chances.

But for me personally, seeing what she did to Jesse and just kind of honestly how evil it was, I was like, what makes me think that she's not going to go and try to do this to me? And then she did things to Taylor as well. And I just felt like it was a pattern that was repeating itself. And I didn't want to be caught on the wrong end of it. So I was just like, I'm going to take a step back.

But for me personally, seeing what she did to Jesse and just kind of honestly how evil it was, I was like, what makes me think that she's not going to go and try to do this to me? And then she did things to Taylor as well. And I just felt like it was a pattern that was repeating itself. And I didn't want to be caught on the wrong end of it. So I was just like, I'm going to take a step back.

But for me personally, seeing what she did to Jesse and just kind of honestly how evil it was, I was like, what makes me think that she's not going to go and try to do this to me? And then she did things to Taylor as well. And I just felt like it was a pattern that was repeating itself. And I didn't want to be caught on the wrong end of it. So I was just like, I'm going to take a step back.

I'm not going to surround myself with her anymore. And ultimately, if she wants to come back one day and kind of like share her side of the story and make amends with people, I feel like I'm open to that. But every conversation I have had with her, unfortunately, has ended negative on her end and it's name calling and it's just very...

I'm not going to surround myself with her anymore. And ultimately, if she wants to come back one day and kind of like share her side of the story and make amends with people, I feel like I'm open to that. But every conversation I have had with her, unfortunately, has ended negative on her end and it's name calling and it's just very...

I'm not going to surround myself with her anymore. And ultimately, if she wants to come back one day and kind of like share her side of the story and make amends with people, I feel like I'm open to that. But every conversation I have had with her, unfortunately, has ended negative on her end and it's name calling and it's just very...

mean and i feel like she kind of shows her true colors in those moments and just i don't need to surround myself with people like that that talk down to me and make me feel bad about myself so i think just ultimately i just don't really have a space for her when you say what she did with jesse are you referring to jay-z styles are you referring to the contract disputes are you referring to vanderpump villa or all of the above all of the above i feel like it was just kind of i feel like the first thing the contract thing i was like oh well

mean and i feel like she kind of shows her true colors in those moments and just i don't need to surround myself with people like that that talk down to me and make me feel bad about myself so i think just ultimately i just don't really have a space for her when you say what she did with jesse are you referring to jay-z styles are you referring to the contract disputes are you referring to vanderpump villa or all of the above all of the above i feel like it was just kind of i feel like the first thing the contract thing i was like oh well

mean and i feel like she kind of shows her true colors in those moments and just i don't need to surround myself with people like that that talk down to me and make me feel bad about myself so i think just ultimately i just don't really have a space for her when you say what she did with jesse are you referring to jay-z styles are you referring to the contract disputes are you referring to vanderpump villa or all of the above all of the above i feel like it was just kind of i feel like the first thing the contract thing i was like oh well

Jesse forgave her and I feel like that's kind of how like we all mutually felt that we were like okay like Jesse and them are good so like that's fine we'll let it pass and then the hair thing came up and I was like oh okay that's a little weird and then now the Vanderpump thing came and I was like it's just it's repeating itself and I feel like at this point if we were to just keep turning a blind eye I feel like that would be kind of dumb of us almost I feel like at some point you kind of need to wake up and see like