Jesse

And then we ended up not working out because he felt like morally we didn't align, which he's very contradictory in some ways that like he said that he wanted to be like a more active member of the church. And when we were together, he told that to me and I was like, okay, well, this is something that's really important to him. So I'm going to try to like be more active for him.

So we would go to church together. And then five minutes into us being at home, he's trying to rip my clothes off and have sex with me. So it's just like, it's the double standard that like I hate and I do not appreciate. And then he also didn't like the show, which was interesting because he knew about the show on our first date.

So we would go to church together. And then five minutes into us being at home, he's trying to rip my clothes off and have sex with me. So it's just like, it's the double standard that like I hate and I do not appreciate. And then he also didn't like the show, which was interesting because he knew about the show on our first date.

So we would go to church together. And then five minutes into us being at home, he's trying to rip my clothes off and have sex with me. So it's just like, it's the double standard that like I hate and I do not appreciate. And then he also didn't like the show, which was interesting because he knew about the show on our first date.

He didn't like me modeling, but I feel like that's kind of like an insecurity thing.

He didn't like me modeling, but I feel like that's kind of like an insecurity thing.

He didn't like me modeling, but I feel like that's kind of like an insecurity thing.

Yeah. Yeah. He was on the show multiple times, as you guys saw. So it's just it's very interesting that like he said those things once we were breaking up. I personally I can't say completely because like I don't know what his intentions were like talking to me at all. But I honestly looking back, I feel pretty used. I feel like he kind of came in.

Yeah. Yeah. He was on the show multiple times, as you guys saw. So it's just it's very interesting that like he said those things once we were breaking up. I personally I can't say completely because like I don't know what his intentions were like talking to me at all. But I honestly looking back, I feel pretty used. I feel like he kind of came in.

Yeah. Yeah. He was on the show multiple times, as you guys saw. So it's just it's very interesting that like he said those things once we were breaking up. I personally I can't say completely because like I don't know what his intentions were like talking to me at all. But I honestly looking back, I feel pretty used. I feel like he kind of came in.

He got his screen time and then he dipped when he felt like he got enough.

He got his screen time and then he dipped when he felt like he got enough.

He got his screen time and then he dipped when he felt like he got enough.

do you feel like he kind of tried to make you feel like safe and comfortable by being like i don't like this show i don't like but then yeah would be on it and obviously like have set conversations on it exactly yeah exactly i feel like it was kind of maybe a way to make him not look like he used me and be like oh well i don't really i don't like the show like i don't know if i want this a part of my life for the rest of my life even though multiple times i've told him like

do you feel like he kind of tried to make you feel like safe and comfortable by being like i don't like this show i don't like but then yeah would be on it and obviously like have set conversations on it exactly yeah exactly i feel like it was kind of maybe a way to make him not look like he used me and be like oh well i don't really i don't like the show like i don't know if i want this a part of my life for the rest of my life even though multiple times i've told him like

do you feel like he kind of tried to make you feel like safe and comfortable by being like i don't like this show i don't like but then yeah would be on it and obviously like have set conversations on it exactly yeah exactly i feel like it was kind of maybe a way to make him not look like he used me and be like oh well i don't really i don't like the show like i don't know if i want this a part of my life for the rest of my life even though multiple times i've told him like

I don't know how long I want this in my life like I would voice that to him all the time like you know like we're on season three right now but like who knows like maybe like at season five like I feel like I'm I've reached my limit and I'm gonna walk away from the show like I just don't know what the future holds for me so I feel like him holding that kind of above me and being like I don't know if like I want this part of my life I'm like okay that's like interesting because again it wasn't a red flag when you showed up to filming all the time.

I don't know how long I want this in my life like I would voice that to him all the time like you know like we're on season three right now but like who knows like maybe like at season five like I feel like I'm I've reached my limit and I'm gonna walk away from the show like I just don't know what the future holds for me so I feel like him holding that kind of above me and being like I don't know if like I want this part of my life I'm like okay that's like interesting because again it wasn't a red flag when you showed up to filming all the time.

I don't know how long I want this in my life like I would voice that to him all the time like you know like we're on season three right now but like who knows like maybe like at season five like I feel like I'm I've reached my limit and I'm gonna walk away from the show like I just don't know what the future holds for me so I feel like him holding that kind of above me and being like I don't know if like I want this part of my life I'm like okay that's like interesting because again it wasn't a red flag when you showed up to filming all the time.

as well but what what can you share about that moment that season two ended on and like I guess how shocked or not shocked were you yeah for the first question I think for me personally just this show has given me a lot of opportunities in my life that's kind of like changed my life like being able to be a single mom and provide my children with