Jessi

Have you seen those neighborhoods where they like fight with the lights or where they compete with who, which house has the best lights?

You know, Jessie watched all the episodes first.

And she, you know, binged them over a couple days.

And we had decided that we were going to watch them individually.

And then she had watched them and I asked her how it was.

And after she had watched it back, she's like, hey, I think that we should watch it together.

And I was like, okay.

And she's like, and if you feel in, you know, any sort of way, you know, we can stop or whatever it might be.

And we watched it all the way through.

It was emotional, man.

Having to relive that and see some of the things firsthand.

The trip to St.

George and hyper-focusing on specific details that went down and having to see myself

react the way that I did to certain things.

It's hurtful.

It's painful to see yourself in that light and it's painful to see the most important person in your life relive those moments too.

Looking back and watching that back, it was really eye-opening to see that.

And obviously when we are filming, we record hundreds of hours and very, very little makes the cut.

There were a lot of scenes that didn't make the cut that

you know honestly we're pretty bad you know to be forthcoming and about your behavior oh yeah yeah yeah and through the entirety of filming season two i i we were going through all of this and i was doing we were both doing everything we could to keep a lid on it