Jessica

Yeah.

Thank you.

Yeah.

And, and, and with my daughter now, like she was also born, um,

not breathing and she wasn't in the queue for 10 days and and it's you know I feel like it was you know a whole marathon to even have one healthy baby and I kind of I guess I kind of want to answer this question because I kind of want to put I want to put like the pregnancy

Yeah.

Yeah.

He's, that's another issue.

Um, cause he's pretty, like he really wants another baby and he keeps joking about her little brother and stuff like that.

And I just,

I don't know how to, like... I don't know how to have this conversation with him in the sense of, like, just make him, like, understand how... Because to him, like, you know, we had one... You know, we had bad experiences, but then, you know, he sees her and, like, he's, you know, over the moon with her and he...

you know, just always want, you know, how, you know, men want a boy or whatever.

And then, um, so that's kind of like where he is.

He's just like, so happy with everything and where we're at.

And I'm still trying to understand what the heck happened.

There you go.

Yeah.

Yeah, we were really wrapped up in the medical stuff.

Four months.

Yeah.