Jesy Nelson

Like I did because I just, you know, it was my dream.

But the way it was making me feel was just like I couldn't, I could not handle it.

I couldn't deal with it.

And obviously I had to show up every day to like a music video or an interview.

And I just was being this, I just felt like I was faking it the whole time because internally I was so sad.

And don't get me wrong, I wasn't sad every day.

There was definitely days like,

when I had amazing times but but it never really fully left me it never really went away and the first time I wanted to leave I remember I went home and and we were kind of like me and my family like weighing up all the like what and we kind of weren't even at that point like oh

biggest yeah we were it'd only been like two years um but we were still big yeah it was everyone still knew who Little Mix were yeah so it was like well if you leave now what are you gonna do because I just wanted to come out of it completely like I didn't want to have anything to do with the industry I just wanted mine was like but Jessie you know what like my brother was like what are you gonna do because are you gonna go back to being a barmaid because you can't do that

And I was like, well, I don't know.

Like, I don't know, but I just know that I can't do this anymore.

And my mum was like, it doesn't matter.

She just needs to be happy.

Just fuck it off.

Like, just, that's what my mum's like.

She's just like, my mum just can't bear seeing her children in pain and she just wants them to be happy.

So she was like, you know, just leave and we'll figure it out.

And my brother was like,

you are so much stronger than what you give yourself credit for.

And I think you can stick this out for another few years.