Jesy Nelson

And I got alopecia because of the stress from the bullying.

And I left.

But it's only as I've got older and I've really been through the shit that I've been through that I can now really understand a bully.

Because I just, you know, I truly believe that no real genuine happy person

that is secure within themselves would ever feel the need to, whether it be write a comment on someone's Instagram, whether it be say something to them in person, do that.

Because I believe, and now I see them so differently because I, and I actually feel sad for them because I'm like, if you were truly happy, you wouldn't, you wouldn't be doing that.

So there must be something really like deep and internal within you that's going on to make you want to do that.

Because, you know,

I, you know, of course I've got a lot of shit going on, but I am still genuinely like within myself, like happy.

And I could never, I couldn't dream of ever going on someone's picture or writing something or, or going up to someone in person and putting them down.

Like, I feel like I could only ever get there if I was truly, truly, you know,

Well, I think there's something deep and truly internal going on to make someone do that.

I really believe that.

And I think that's when you have to see them completely different and it's really sad.

But when you're in the moment when you're 13 years old, you're just like... No, and that's what's so hard because you only really get to that stage when you get older and you've been through loads of shit.

But yeah, so that happened.

I left that school.

Yes.

Yeah.

Well, I just remember doing my hair and I noticed I had a big bald patch.