Jim Murphy

And what I mean by that is I want to capture beauty.

I think most of my life I've missed it.

Certainly missed more than I've seen and want to miss less.

And so I want to capture it when I see not just the easy ones, beautiful sunset or a leaf falling from a tree.

I saw my first leaf fall, first sign of fall a few days ago.

But I want to capture it from a homeless person or a kid or someone in a nursing home.

And I want to be ready to give up my life at a moment's notice as well.

If it comes down between my life and someone else's, I want to be able to have a heart that's ready to give up my life.

Well, it's quite a story.

Rick had a mental block of being on the pitcher's mound and couldn't throw a strike.

And he ended up going, gets him done.

He signed a big contract.

And what happened was the head coach, Tony La Russa put this rookie in a big playoff game when he wasn't ready.

And you got a mental block and threw the ball into the dirt.

And then, and then he stressed out about it.

And so your subconscious mind doesn't care if you make a mistake.

It only cares how you feel about mistakes or anything, really.

You could lose your job.

And if it doesn't have any meaning to you, you'd be like, oh, subconscious gives it a pass.

But if it was traumatic to you, or if someone, if you feel really embarrassed, then that subconscious is going to lock it in.