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Right, right. I've seen a lot of people relapse. And I have to do this for myself. I get that. It's been all about my personal growth. Because, you know, I have to be a better version of myself. If I do want to be a better father, a better partner to either my wife or someone else down the road, I have to be, it has to start with me, and I have to want it. And I am extremely motivated.
Right, right. I've seen a lot of people relapse. And I have to do this for myself. I get that. It's been all about my personal growth. Because, you know, I have to be a better version of myself. If I do want to be a better father, a better partner to either my wife or someone else down the road, I have to be, it has to start with me, and I have to want it. And I am extremely motivated.
I agree. I will say I was riddled with anxiety the last year and a half after my wife had some questions about it about two years prior to the revelation of how bad it really was. This was back in February 2022. That timeframe until December 2023 changed. Yeah, no, it was hell.
I agree. I will say I was riddled with anxiety the last year and a half after my wife had some questions about it about two years prior to the revelation of how bad it really was. This was back in February 2022. That timeframe until December 2023 changed. Yeah, no, it was hell.
I agree. I will say I was riddled with anxiety the last year and a half after my wife had some questions about it about two years prior to the revelation of how bad it really was. This was back in February 2022. That timeframe until December 2023 changed. Yeah, no, it was hell.
And I am more at peace, you know, to have that serenity prayer, you know, when you go to the meetings where they talk about the serenity of accepting things you cannot change, the courage to change things you can, was another difference. And that really sticks with me because I do feel less anxious now.
And I am more at peace, you know, to have that serenity prayer, you know, when you go to the meetings where they talk about the serenity of accepting things you cannot change, the courage to change things you can, was another difference. And that really sticks with me because I do feel less anxious now.
And I am more at peace, you know, to have that serenity prayer, you know, when you go to the meetings where they talk about the serenity of accepting things you cannot change, the courage to change things you can, was another difference. And that really sticks with me because I do feel less anxious now.
Do you get what I'm saying? Yeah, no, I mean, no, that's the harsh reality.
Do you get what I'm saying? Yeah, no, I mean, no, that's the harsh reality.
Do you get what I'm saying? Yeah, no, I mean, no, that's the harsh reality.
Well, I was thinking about doing that, right? Yeah, that's what I was considering doing.
Well, I was thinking about doing that, right? Yeah, that's what I was considering doing.
Well, I was thinking about doing that, right? Yeah, that's what I was considering doing.
And I will say I did approach the topic of reconciliation in March of last year, like only after two months of recovery. And she was like, you're crazy. And then she just unloaded on all these previous ruptures, which I wasn't quite present to, which was great to hear. But she was just like, yeah, you're just nuts. And then of course, then we,
And I will say I did approach the topic of reconciliation in March of last year, like only after two months of recovery. And she was like, you're crazy. And then she just unloaded on all these previous ruptures, which I wasn't quite present to, which was great to hear. But she was just like, yeah, you're just nuts. And then of course, then we,
And I will say I did approach the topic of reconciliation in March of last year, like only after two months of recovery. And she was like, you're crazy. And then she just unloaded on all these previous ruptures, which I wasn't quite present to, which was great to hear. But she was just like, yeah, you're just nuts. And then of course, then we,
all the crap that comes with the divorce stuff, which is really not great. You know, like the custody mediation and attorneys midway through, cause she was happy at the first attorney. And then all those, and then, you know, then balls in the court and now this is what she wants. They said, okay, well we have to sit down and talk. Yes.
all the crap that comes with the divorce stuff, which is really not great. You know, like the custody mediation and attorneys midway through, cause she was happy at the first attorney. And then all those, and then, you know, then balls in the court and now this is what she wants. They said, okay, well we have to sit down and talk. Yes.
all the crap that comes with the divorce stuff, which is really not great. You know, like the custody mediation and attorneys midway through, cause she was happy at the first attorney. And then all those, and then, you know, then balls in the court and now this is what she wants. They said, okay, well we have to sit down and talk. Yes.