Joe Santagato

Cause like, who are you to say that you're not going to go to LA?

But yeah,

I give myself some grace because I do think that, like, especially at that time, I was, like, protecting myself.

Like, I really wanted to... I felt very strongly about the authenticity thing, and I'm like, I have to just do the things that I think are right in this moment, and I'll probably be wrong.

I mean, even decisions that I make today, I will probably look back on and be like, I would have done that differently.

But you can't...

You can't like beat yourself up about that.

Like that, maybe that was the right choice for that time.

I don't think I did.

I mean, I like to think that I'm not a... You know what I mean?

Sure.

I think that I make an effort to not make emotional decisions.

So if I'm very angry and I would like to say no, I'm like, I got to walk away from this so that I can make a decision not based on that.

So I think that's a helpful thing, like through therapy, is like emotional decision making, I think,

I mean, it can be good and bad.

It can work out, but also you can live to regret that because you're like, oh, I made that when I was not in the clearest headspace or I did that in spite of something.

Like, that's also a thing that I desperately try not to do.

Like, I don't want to do anything in spite of something.

Yeah, like, that would just be...

Like an insecurity thing.