John B. Allen (MrBallen)

And I didn't even know what to do.

And so I just was like, I can't talk to her.

I can't, I don't want to talk to her about this.

I don't even know what to say or do.

I'm just going to sit down.

I began like drinking like 10 cups of coffee, just like doing anything to take my mind off this.

And then not long after, Wolf and Nick came out of the bedroom.

And they came over and Nick's doing his own thing.

And I pulled Wolf aside and I just told him outright.

I was like, dude, this is what happened last night.

And he's like, fuck, dude.

Like, I don't know what to tell you.

That's horrifying.

Sucks, dude.

Like, I don't know what to tell you, you know?

But I told him and I'm like, I'm telling you, I don't know what to make of it.

And I said, that's what Nick's mom said.

Like, I think she's referencing whatever happened to me.

And he was like freaked out by it, but he's also like, I don't know, man, like there's gotta be an explanation here, you know?

And so I sort of took the stance of this is something I'm not gonna understand and I'm just gonna act like everything's normal.