John B. Allen (MrBallen)
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We go to the mountain, we do our snowboarding for the day.
And I honestly was so checked out, I didn't really care.
I just wanted to get time to pass.
I just wanted to be done.
We come back from snowboarding.
We get picked up.
And when we get back to the cabin, Nick's mom had us offload this heavy coffee table and walk it in.
And we put it by the foot of the stairs that led to the second floor.
And then we went to bed.
And I, again, instructed Nick and Wolf, like, stay awake.
Let me sleep.
But they didn't.
They fell asleep.
I'm awake in the room by myself.
And I'm just furious.
That was how I, anger was the feeling I had.
I felt so mad that like, I'm in this position.
How can I be in this position?
What have I done here?
This is the worst.