John Fussell

Ich hätte nicht auf diese Mission gehen können, wenn ich das nicht wollte. Ich war gerade auf dem Weg. Du warst da, als du real warst. Ich dachte mir, ich bin schon seit 12 Jahren auf diesem Team. Ich habe das grüne Team verletzt. Wir haben vielleicht einen Schuss. Ich bin auf dem Flugzeug. Und ich bin weg. Wir haben 6 Wochen lang in Tora Bora gestoppt und haben nichts bekommen.

But I would tell guys that. I was like, that's the crazy level of like, you might think I'm a nutjob for like stowing away on a jet that's going to combat, but like, that's the mentality. Like that you're surrounded by dudes. I didn't do anything exceptional. Every single dude would have said, oh, I got a chance to get out. Yeah, I'm gonna go. I'm gonna get myself there.

But I would tell guys that. I was like, that's the crazy level of like, you might think I'm a nutjob for like stowing away on a jet that's going to combat, but like, that's the mentality. Like that you're surrounded by dudes. I didn't do anything exceptional. Every single dude would have said, oh, I got a chance to get out. Yeah, I'm gonna go. I'm gonna get myself there.

But I would tell guys that. I was like, that's the crazy level of like, you might think I'm a nutjob for like stowing away on a jet that's going to combat, but like, that's the mentality. Like that you're surrounded by dudes. I didn't do anything exceptional. Every single dude would have said, oh, I got a chance to get out. Yeah, I'm gonna go. I'm gonna get myself there.

As far as where it stems from, I mean, I don't have an educated answer on it. I mean, there's a lot of people saying they're tying it back to you're more susceptible. They're looking back at the more trauma you had earlier, you're kind of susceptible to trauma.

As far as where it stems from, I mean, I don't have an educated answer on it. I mean, there's a lot of people saying they're tying it back to you're more susceptible. They're looking back at the more trauma you had earlier, you're kind of susceptible to trauma.

As far as where it stems from, I mean, I don't have an educated answer on it. I mean, there's a lot of people saying they're tying it back to you're more susceptible. They're looking back at the more trauma you had earlier, you're kind of susceptible to trauma.

Yeah, yeah. I had a great friend who went through... We lost him to suicide, but he went through Nyko and everything. He was like, oh, so great, they found this, they got me on this man, this man, this man. So great, I did this program. And I was like... Dude, you were, we went through Buzz together, you were batshit crazy when you were 22 years old. I've known you a long time.

Yeah, yeah. I had a great friend who went through... We lost him to suicide, but he went through Nyko and everything. He was like, oh, so great, they found this, they got me on this man, this man, this man. So great, I did this program. And I was like... Dude, you were, we went through Buzz together, you were batshit crazy when you were 22 years old. I've known you a long time.

Yeah, yeah. I had a great friend who went through... We lost him to suicide, but he went through Nyko and everything. He was like, oh, so great, they found this, they got me on this man, this man, this man. So great, I did this program. And I was like... Dude, you were, we went through Buzz together, you were batshit crazy when you were 22 years old. I've known you a long time.

You've always been crazy. Like, you're the poster child for baselining, you know? And so I think that some of that is baseline. You've got to be careful what you, some people are hanging on by a thread already and you expose them to some bad stuff. It's going to get really worse. But other stuff, I mean, just the blast stuff, the CTE and the other. Yeah, TBI and all that stuff.

You've always been crazy. Like, you're the poster child for baselining, you know? And so I think that some of that is baseline. You've got to be careful what you, some people are hanging on by a thread already and you expose them to some bad stuff. It's going to get really worse. But other stuff, I mean, just the blast stuff, the CTE and the other. Yeah, TBI and all that stuff.

You've always been crazy. Like, you're the poster child for baselining, you know? And so I think that some of that is baseline. You've got to be careful what you, some people are hanging on by a thread already and you expose them to some bad stuff. It's going to get really worse. But other stuff, I mean, just the blast stuff, the CTE and the other. Yeah, TBI and all that stuff.

Yeah, all that stuff. I mean, Dave Collins was a great friend of mine. I had lunch with Dave two weeks before he took his life. Really? You know, no red flags. Ich meine, ich wusste, dass er ihn nicht liebte. Er ist gerade verabredet. Ich wusste, dass er seinen neuen Job nicht liebte. Aber es war so.

Yeah, all that stuff. I mean, Dave Collins was a great friend of mine. I had lunch with Dave two weeks before he took his life. Really? You know, no red flags. Ich meine, ich wusste, dass er ihn nicht liebte. Er ist gerade verabredet. Ich wusste, dass er seinen neuen Job nicht liebte. Aber es war so.

Yeah, all that stuff. I mean, Dave Collins was a great friend of mine. I had lunch with Dave two weeks before he took his life. Really? You know, no red flags. Ich meine, ich wusste, dass er ihn nicht liebte. Er ist gerade verabredet. Ich wusste, dass er seinen neuen Job nicht liebte. Aber es war so.

Ja, aber etwas schlug in ihm ein. Er hatte es wirklich, ich werde es vermutlich verletzen, aber ich will nicht zu viel dazu sagen. Er hat die ATMs innerhalb von Stunden in seiner eigenen Leben genommen. Es war wirklich nicht geplant. Ich brauche ein bisschen Geld für später. Und jetzt werde ich mich übernehmen und meine Leben nehmen. Es ist eine ganze Serie von Events. Es ist etwas passiert.

Ja, aber etwas schlug in ihm ein. Er hatte es wirklich, ich werde es vermutlich verletzen, aber ich will nicht zu viel dazu sagen. Er hat die ATMs innerhalb von Stunden in seiner eigenen Leben genommen. Es war wirklich nicht geplant. Ich brauche ein bisschen Geld für später. Und jetzt werde ich mich übernehmen und meine Leben nehmen. Es ist eine ganze Serie von Events. Es ist etwas passiert.

Ja, aber etwas schlug in ihm ein. Er hatte es wirklich, ich werde es vermutlich verletzen, aber ich will nicht zu viel dazu sagen. Er hat die ATMs innerhalb von Stunden in seiner eigenen Leben genommen. Es war wirklich nicht geplant. Ich brauche ein bisschen Geld für später. Und jetzt werde ich mich übernehmen und meine Leben nehmen. Es ist eine ganze Serie von Events. Es ist etwas passiert.

Etwas in seinem Gehirn schlug und es ist so passiert. It's really scary stuff, man. So we need to... Whatever organizations are out there, there's a lot of them trying to figure out how to make that situation better. We've got to get behind all of those.