John Slattery

So you better pull your shit together.

And that's the face she made immediately, which I was like, talk about in a world of big swings, that's a big one.

That's why you had the baby.

That's something happened because you laughed that hard.

The Friday night was like... Because everybody's so punchy by then.

It was... And I was... I wouldn't... You couldn't drag me out of that studio.

I was having the greatest time.

That's a really good question.

Um, I, I, I don't have a, I don't think I have a, have a go-to honestly.

Um, I've been

on my own in one way or another for a very long time.

So I am very self-dependent.

I think part of my therapeutic journey has been sometimes to a fault where I won't reach out.

I'll just, I got it.

Yeah.

I'm learning to get better at that for sure.

But people like Lauren, for sure.

Lauren, I've definitely reached out to when I've had

instability in my life and you know part of the magic of that man is that it he's so inscrutable and so canadian uh that it's a koan in some way you know you get some kind of weird thing wait did you say koan yeah like a zen koan you know what that is it's like a saying that you know how do you spell that k-o-a-n i don't know that word sorry koan

I'll be interested because I don't have a great definition.