Jordan Crowder

So I kind of got thrust into that world trying to figure out what happened and what it all means.

You know, it's a journey.

But yeah, I mean, that was six years ago.

And basically all I've done every day since then is try to make sense of this kind of new reality that I was thrusted in and try to figure out how to explain it to myself logically.

And it's been a lot of fun.

And yeah, I've made a lot of ground, but still learning every day.

Yeah.

I mean, that's one of the conclusions I've come to is that, you know, this is sort of I call it a simulator instead of simulation theory, like it's a simulator for consciousness development.

And we do, in a way, give ourselves these adversities and challenges.

And we sort of almost like selecting a character in a video game in a lot of ways, especially for the more evolved souls that kind of have more control in that life between life era.

And you get to kind of plan your next incarnation.

And a lot of times you do, you, you give yourself these challenges and adversities for you to overcome, to learn the lessons that you learn.

And it's, it's there to teach you what you're made of and to build your character and to evolve your consciousness.

So when you look at it from that point of view, you're not a victim anymore.

Like it's like playing a video game.

You know, you, you want the bad guys to challenge you, but you want the bosses to be nasty and gnarly so that you, you know, when you defeat them, you're like, yes, I did it.

You know?

And that's kind of how life is.

So, you know, anyone out there with any sort of a challenge or an ailment or disease or a,

a phobia or any of these things, you know, look at it like I gave myself that to overcome it, to teach myself something.