Josh

I think she found out actually this is terminal.

And then, I don't know, that reminds me of like, because you remember when I came back to England in June 2022, that was my first time being able to come home in years because of COVID and whatnot.

And obviously I'd broken up with Will and lost the house and everything was sad.

And then I remember I was so looking forward to

that trip and remember I landed in the first place I went from the airport was to Nana's house where you were and I had the big surprise to tell you that I was taking you to Italy for your birthday and then you was like oh well I've got like a surprise of my own and then you tell me like Nana had like cancer that oh yeah becoming terminal I don't know it reminded me of that period and like

I remember when I told you about that trip, then it was like, do we even still go to Italy for those few days?

And it was Nana was like, cause you didn't want to, did you?

You felt you can't leave.

You couldn't leave Nana's side.

But then it was kind of Nana.

He was like, no life, life.

Yeah.

And then I don't know, I was thinking as well, I mean, without knowing Mel's specifics, but I remember because that trip when we went to Italy, that was when we basically found out Nana, the cancer was pretty much terminal.

And then I remember we went to Italy, we come back, I spend a week at home.

And basically when I left back to Australia, I said bye to Nana and we all kind of basically said to me, well, Josh, you're likely never going to see her again.

Cause what is, we were told a couple of months at best, weren't we?

And then, like, Nana just kept exceeding all expectations.

And then it got to the point a year later when it was finally about to be time.

And then, I don't know, it got to the point, I remember it was so sad because, remember, you phoned me and you were almost all just praying it would happen because the quality of life was just... Yeah, well, we were told it was going to be the matter of days.

I was coming for you.