Joshua Broome

And this is what I've made of my life. There's no hope. There's no hope. There's no way out. But I needed someone to agree with me. So I got paid from that scene, and the directors, on the memo of the checks, they would always write something grotesque.

And this is what I've made of my life. There's no hope. There's no hope. There's no way out. But I needed someone to agree with me. So I got paid from that scene, and the directors, on the memo of the checks, they would always write something grotesque.

Like, if the title of the movie wasn't sexually explicit enough, they would write something being antagonistic, knowing that you're going to have to give that check to someone. And I normally wouldn't do that. I would just... ATM, Dropbox, anything other than handing it to a person. But on this day, that was going to be my formula. I put the water on the counter. I lined up the pills.

Like, if the title of the movie wasn't sexually explicit enough, they would write something being antagonistic, knowing that you're going to have to give that check to someone. And I normally wouldn't do that. I would just... ATM, Dropbox, anything other than handing it to a person. But on this day, that was going to be my formula. I put the water on the counter. I lined up the pills.

Like, if the title of the movie wasn't sexually explicit enough, they would write something being antagonistic, knowing that you're going to have to give that check to someone. And I normally wouldn't do that. I would just... ATM, Dropbox, anything other than handing it to a person. But on this day, that was going to be my formula. I put the water on the counter. I lined up the pills.

The Wachovia that I banked at was across the street from the place that I lived. And I walked over there, had the check, waited in line, handed the check to the teller. And I waited. What did it say on the check? It's like gang bang or like something like that. And I wanted that person to, you know, some look of disgust. Best case scenario, say like, you know, how sick are you or something.

The Wachovia that I banked at was across the street from the place that I lived. And I walked over there, had the check, waited in line, handed the check to the teller. And I waited. What did it say on the check? It's like gang bang or like something like that. And I wanted that person to, you know, some look of disgust. Best case scenario, say like, you know, how sick are you or something.

The Wachovia that I banked at was across the street from the place that I lived. And I walked over there, had the check, waited in line, handed the check to the teller. And I waited. What did it say on the check? It's like gang bang or like something like that. And I wanted that person to, you know, some look of disgust. Best case scenario, say like, you know, how sick are you or something.

She said nothing, you know, deposited the check, handed me the receipt. You know, I got tears streaming down my face, pale, like, you know, shaking. And I defeated because I didn't get what I wanted. I didn't know what to do. And then I look up and she had walked around the counter and she put her hand on my shoulder and she said, Joshua, are you okay? Joshua, can I get you some help?

She said nothing, you know, deposited the check, handed me the receipt. You know, I got tears streaming down my face, pale, like, you know, shaking. And I defeated because I didn't get what I wanted. I didn't know what to do. And then I look up and she had walked around the counter and she put her hand on my shoulder and she said, Joshua, are you okay? Joshua, can I get you some help?

She said nothing, you know, deposited the check, handed me the receipt. You know, I got tears streaming down my face, pale, like, you know, shaking. And I defeated because I didn't get what I wanted. I didn't know what to do. And then I look up and she had walked around the counter and she put her hand on my shoulder and she said, Joshua, are you okay? Joshua, can I get you some help?

And Sean, that was the first time I had heard my real name in 18 months. Wow. And it just like, it just like woke me up. And I beelined it to my place and I called my mom and I hadn't, you know, my mom had been calling and texting me, didn't respond. I thought, you know, she's just reaching out to me because she feels like she has to, but I've lost the right of being her son.

And Sean, that was the first time I had heard my real name in 18 months. Wow. And it just like, it just like woke me up. And I beelined it to my place and I called my mom and I hadn't, you know, my mom had been calling and texting me, didn't respond. I thought, you know, she's just reaching out to me because she feels like she has to, but I've lost the right of being her son.

And Sean, that was the first time I had heard my real name in 18 months. Wow. And it just like, it just like woke me up. And I beelined it to my place and I called my mom and I hadn't, you know, my mom had been calling and texting me, didn't respond. I thought, you know, she's just reaching out to me because she feels like she has to, but I've lost the right of being her son.

I've disqualified myself. I think it was my pride, my shame. But I called her, and when she answered the phone, she lit me up. She, you know, good Southern mama, she cussed me out, you know, because she was worried about me. But then she said everything that I didn't think she would. She said, I will always love you and you will always be my son.

I've disqualified myself. I think it was my pride, my shame. But I called her, and when she answered the phone, she lit me up. She, you know, good Southern mama, she cussed me out, you know, because she was worried about me. But then she said everything that I didn't think she would. She said, I will always love you and you will always be my son.

I've disqualified myself. I think it was my pride, my shame. But I called her, and when she answered the phone, she lit me up. She, you know, good Southern mama, she cussed me out, you know, because she was worried about me. But then she said everything that I didn't think she would. She said, I will always love you and you will always be my son.

And you're so much better than the way you're living. Please come home. So right then and there, I called everybody I needed to call. I quit, I quit, I quit. And I subleased my place pretty quickly and left LA. But when I left, I didn't think I could change and I didn't have any kind of, it wasn't any kind of spiritual awakening, but I do think that was the Holy Spirit in that bank.

And you're so much better than the way you're living. Please come home. So right then and there, I called everybody I needed to call. I quit, I quit, I quit. And I subleased my place pretty quickly and left LA. But when I left, I didn't think I could change and I didn't have any kind of, it wasn't any kind of spiritual awakening, but I do think that was the Holy Spirit in that bank.

And you're so much better than the way you're living. Please come home. So right then and there, I called everybody I needed to call. I quit, I quit, I quit. And I subleased my place pretty quickly and left LA. But when I left, I didn't think I could change and I didn't have any kind of, it wasn't any kind of spiritual awakening, but I do think that was the Holy Spirit in that bank.