Joshua Fox

And like, I still cry.

This is cringy.

I still cry thinking of some of the things that happened during filming and on set.

And like the things...

the girls all learned about themselves and each other and just how everything played out.

And I don't want to do spoilers, but like the whole thing, I've obviously got tears in my eyes, the whole thing became so unexpectedly emotional.

And the thing that gets me the most even now is like on the last day of filming, Maxine, one of the girls, after being part of like a pretty heavy but important storyline, which none of us saw coming, she kind of pulled me aside

it's still getting to me now I didn't want to become emotional and sad as this was never about me like yeah I'm the person making the show but my job from the start was helping these girls tell their stories and educate them on the industry but fuck me in that moment like it I think that

the significance of what we'd achieved just hit me, hit my... Well, it hit all of us.

And it's so funny to think that a show with the initial strapline of have they got what it takes to become the next big OnlyFans stars is going to have people crying.

Like, I know people are going to cry watching not just one episode, but multiple.

Like, that's...

how vulnerable these girls get.

And yeah, anyway, sorry, I am rambling.

The show is called Spicy Summer.

It'll be airing as a YouTube exclusive.

The first episode will be dropping on YouTube on November 16th.

And then there'll be a new episode every Sunday for six weeks up until Christmas.

And you can follow the show on Instagram and TikTok at Spicy Summer Series.

Please go do that.