Josiah

The life that we were living, she just was screaming, no. It was horrible. It was just horrible.

The life that we were living, she just was screaming, no. It was horrible. It was just horrible.

The pain of it is almost unbearable. For him to just be suddenly gone. My friend Liesel, she said, we have to have a shiva.

The pain of it is almost unbearable. For him to just be suddenly gone. My friend Liesel, she said, we have to have a shiva.

All my girlfriends came to my house. I couldn't even really function. Libby just laid on the floor in the living room. Nobody told me I had to be up and talking to people.

All my girlfriends came to my house. I couldn't even really function. Libby just laid on the floor in the living room. Nobody told me I had to be up and talking to people.

His friends wanted to come over and pay their respects. And some of the friends were really hesitant because they thought it was going to be too emotional for them. But what we found out is that John Paul had told many of them that he was leaving.

His friends wanted to come over and pay their respects. And some of the friends were really hesitant because they thought it was going to be too emotional for them. But what we found out is that John Paul had told many of them that he was leaving.

So sweet. So comforting. Yeah. The autistics all said that he said goodbye. And they knew. And as Noah said, he just couldn't continue the life he had to get the things he wanted to get accomplished. And so it was a choice.

So sweet. So comforting. Yeah. The autistics all said that he said goodbye. And they knew. And as Noah said, he just couldn't continue the life he had to get the things he wanted to get accomplished. And so it was a choice.

And she said, when you were laying with John Paul on the ground, you had generations of family trying to comfort you. They still are with you. They're always around you trying to give you comfort and love. She said, my dad and my stepdad were there together to take him to heaven. You know, they were there together. Becky said they were there all week. They knew they were going to take him.

And she said, when you were laying with John Paul on the ground, you had generations of family trying to comfort you. They still are with you. They're always around you trying to give you comfort and love. She said, my dad and my stepdad were there together to take him to heaven. You know, they were there together. Becky said they were there all week. They knew they were going to take him.

They just didn't know when. And I said, well, why were they together? You know, it was my dad and my stepdad. I mean, they weren't enemies, but they weren't, you know, buddy-buddy. And she said, because when you die, your ego goes. It's just love. She said, and they loved you so much, and they loved John Paul. And she said, they were there together because none of that stupid earth stuff matters.

They just didn't know when. And I said, well, why were they together? You know, it was my dad and my stepdad. I mean, they weren't enemies, but they weren't, you know, buddy-buddy. And she said, because when you die, your ego goes. It's just love. She said, and they loved you so much, and they loved John Paul. And she said, they were there together because none of that stupid earth stuff matters.

It's just not important. And the funny thing is, for some reason, a few days before, I shot a little cute video of John Paul in the hot tub. And he kept looking up and smiling and just looking up. Then he'd look at me and wave. And he'd go right back to looking up and smiling. And a lot of times I'd ask him, who's here? You know, what's going on? Because he could see things, angels, angels.

It's just not important. And the funny thing is, for some reason, a few days before, I shot a little cute video of John Paul in the hot tub. And he kept looking up and smiling and just looking up. Then he'd look at me and wave. And he'd go right back to looking up and smiling. And a lot of times I'd ask him, who's here? You know, what's going on? Because he could see things, angels, angels.

For some reason, I didn't ask him.

For some reason, I didn't ask him.

Which she's never seen. I don't know how it works. I don't know anything about this. But it's like he created this heaven, this beautiful heaven. And she's like, if you understood that he's just right here, he is right here. He's just, I guess, it's a different dimension. But she's like, he's always with you. He's here. And she said, if you could see what I see, you'd feel happy.

Which she's never seen. I don't know how it works. I don't know anything about this. But it's like he created this heaven, this beautiful heaven. And she's like, if you understood that he's just right here, he is right here. He's just, I guess, it's a different dimension. But she's like, he's always with you. He's here. And she said, if you could see what I see, you'd feel happy.