Juju Chang

Out of respect.

I didn't want it to seem like I was replacing her, because I wasn't.

I knew I would never replace her.

I wanted to be able to go there and say that.

Tell me about that visit.

What was that like?

It was strange.

Nick didn't have much to say or have emotions about it.

I envisioned it to be that he was protecting himself.

I imagined it was tough having to relive a trauma that you had in your life, and I didn't want to cause more hurt.

In August of 2012, Rachel and Nick get married.

They start planning a family, and Rachel begins to grow closer with some of Nick and Heidi's friends.

My friendship took off with Rachel, like right away.

She just became someone that I loved talking with.

They had kids pretty quick, so we fell in love with their kids and would watch their kids for them when they were doing things.

What kind of a dad was Nick?

He was a good dad.

It didn't necessarily come natural, but he tried.

Nick continues to be the main provider for his family, still working for his family's business.

And Rachel says he tells her that he's no longer in debt.