Justin Scott

And I want to see how yours looks.

Like, you know what I'm saying?

I want to see how other people's reflections, perspectives look, all that.

But I can't say that, you know, it's going to be easily replicable, like, in that way.

Yeah.

Because I was really just sitting there, like, I have to find some way to deal with myself.

yeah had to find some way it was hard like i'm like it was my first time being unemployed and it was a whole year almost yeah like that was tough so but yeah i definitely say that was like where the writing style all that stuff converted from like like just trying to survive with it to like nah i'm sitting here writing myself because i need this letter oh that makes a lot of sense though yeah it's a so it's it's out of a place survival and more of a

You got to be honest with yourself.

You do.

And for me, like, you know, writing was the place where I would be honest through all these characters, but rarely could I ever just talk to me.

And I was able to finally, you know, reach myself in that way.

And I was making changes and things were changing.

I was like, wow, that meant something.

Right?

But then this is like what I was talking about with self-trust.

I had to trust that what I was saying mattered even if I wasn't like already big.

Right.

So that was one of those things why I even started posting at all.

Because I was like, okay, I'm writing this thing.

Girls then at the time was like, oh, this is really good.