Karen Kilgariff

This goddamn business. Well, yeah, I mean, I mean, yeah, yeah, they were. It's it's everybody's worst nightmare. It's kind of like, oh, so this this is actually what it comes down to really at the end. So Steve having to hear this and, of course, loving his grandmother and being in the middle of it said, can't you ever forgive her? And.

This goddamn business. Well, yeah, I mean, I mean, yeah, yeah, they were. It's it's everybody's worst nightmare. It's kind of like, oh, so this this is actually what it comes down to really at the end. So Steve having to hear this and, of course, loving his grandmother and being in the middle of it said, can't you ever forgive her? And.

And Marderos was quoted as saying, God will forgive the devil before I can forgive my mother. Holy shit. And then he said, because this is a mother, not a devil, which is super sad. It's like, yeah, ultimately your mother turned her back on you when you were in your worst place. And also it's that thing of, I'm sure...

And Marderos was quoted as saying, God will forgive the devil before I can forgive my mother. Holy shit. And then he said, because this is a mother, not a devil, which is super sad. It's like, yeah, ultimately your mother turned her back on you when you were in your worst place. And also it's that thing of, I'm sure...

after years and years of busting her ass to make this restaurant work, he was going to come in and be like, here's how it's going to happen. So it's like giving bad news and bad news.

after years and years of busting her ass to make this restaurant work, he was going to come in and be like, here's how it's going to happen. So it's like giving bad news and bad news.

Yeah. Yeah. That's it's a stage of grief. Totally. But she, um, yeah, it's, it's hard. Yeah. Because when someone else has a disease, then it's all about them and how hard it is for them. You can't be mad at them. Like I'm sure she had tons of guilt. It was just this impacted problem.

Yeah. Yeah. That's it's a stage of grief. Totally. But she, um, yeah, it's, it's hard. Yeah. Because when someone else has a disease, then it's all about them and how hard it is for them. You can't be mad at them. Like I'm sure she had tons of guilt. It was just this impacted problem.

Um, So anyway, on January 14th, 2003, Marderos, who had been bedridden and was dying, gets out of bed, puts on a white silk suit that he hadn't worn in 20 years, gets a nine millimeter handgun. and a .38 caliber revolver. Whoa. And walks down the stairs of his house. His wife, Rita, couldn't believe what she was seeing. Dude.

Um, So anyway, on January 14th, 2003, Marderos, who had been bedridden and was dying, gets out of bed, puts on a white silk suit that he hadn't worn in 20 years, gets a nine millimeter handgun. and a .38 caliber revolver. Whoa. And walks down the stairs of his house. His wife, Rita, couldn't believe what she was seeing. Dude.

And she said, in the way it's written in this article, for a man so near death, cancer everywhere, he looked beautiful. So he's having some weird last... Yeah. Later on in the article, they went. He does not have that outfit on. OK. So they think that she's remembering it because it's this crazy moment. And she's remembering him basically as his beautiful young self that she fell in love with.

And she said, in the way it's written in this article, for a man so near death, cancer everywhere, he looked beautiful. So he's having some weird last... Yeah. Later on in the article, they went. He does not have that outfit on. OK. So they think that she's remembering it because it's this crazy moment. And she's remembering him basically as his beautiful young self that she fell in love with.

I'm going to cry. Because it's a really beautiful story. But she they lived across the street from each other in Beirut. And she he was 19 and she was 12. And he was like, no, no, no, no. That's not when it started. That's when she first noticed him because he was like the high roller. Yeah. Don't be freaked out. It's actually very sweet.

I'm going to cry. Because it's a really beautiful story. But she they lived across the street from each other in Beirut. And she he was 19 and she was 12. And he was like, no, no, no, no. That's not when it started. That's when she first noticed him because he was like the high roller. Yeah. Don't be freaked out. It's actually very sweet.

And then when she got older, like she was 18 and he was like 26. Yeah. They started dating. OK. So it's very sweet. Like she was in love with him all her life. Oh, I'm going to cry. So she said, you're too weak to go anywhere. Please get back in bed. And he said, I feel better. Don't worry. I'm just going to go down to Zancou and see my friends. So she, to see an old friend. And so she, you know.

And then when she got older, like she was 18 and he was like 26. Yeah. They started dating. OK. So it's very sweet. Like she was in love with him all her life. Oh, I'm going to cry. So she said, you're too weak to go anywhere. Please get back in bed. And he said, I feel better. Don't worry. I'm just going to go down to Zancou and see my friends. So she, to see an old friend. And so she, you know.

Fuck. was like, all right, I'll see you soon. But he didn't go to Zancou. God damn it. He didn't go to Zancou. He went to his sister's house. The housekeeper lets him in. He sits at the table. The housekeeper gives him lemonade. His sister comes downstairs. She was in the shower. They sit and have a pleasant conversation and share some lemonade. Then...

Fuck. was like, all right, I'll see you soon. But he didn't go to Zancou. God damn it. He didn't go to Zancou. He went to his sister's house. The housekeeper lets him in. He sits at the table. The housekeeper gives him lemonade. His sister comes downstairs. She was in the shower. They sit and have a pleasant conversation and share some lemonade. Then...

Margaret, the mother, comes home from work around 2 p.m. and she greets him. She says hello to the daughter first and she says hello to him, puts her stuff down, sits at the table and the housekeeper goes downstairs to her apartment because she knows that they need to talk to each other. So they talk for about five minutes and it's just normal chit chat.

Margaret, the mother, comes home from work around 2 p.m. and she greets him. She says hello to the daughter first and she says hello to him, puts her stuff down, sits at the table and the housekeeper goes downstairs to her apartment because she knows that they need to talk to each other. So they talk for about five minutes and it's just normal chit chat.