Kayla Jade

I've struggled a lot with like mental health and, you know, I talk about like eating disorders that I've had like in the past and even body image issues getting into the industry because you're on social media, you're like...

I guess you're, like, relying on your body to make money.

So I think when I first got into the industry, I was like, oh, straight away, I'm going to get a BBL.

And, like, you know, you compare yourself to people and, like, you're like, oh, well, she's making so much money and she's had surgery, so I need surgery too.

So, yeah, it took a lot of growth to really get out of that mindset.

Especially when you have surgery, I feel like you constantly... Like, if you're having surgery...

And you're looking at yourself in the mirror, you're like, oh, what else can I tweak?

You know, you're thinking of the next thing.

Yeah, it was hell on earth.

Well, I think because with that experience in particular, it was early on and, yes, I cheapened out and went to Turkey and it wasn't the results that I wanted.

So at the time I was like, I need to have a revision.

I need to get another surgery.

Especially with that one because, you know, they had –

Because with a BBL, they take fat out of your stomach and back and put it into your butt.

And they had just taken chunks out of my back and it was very not how I wanted it.

So that's why I got the revision and got the next one.

But even after I got the next BBL and my butt was huge...

I was already thinking, like, about, you know, what else I can tweak.

It's just – it's crazy that, like, me thinking back to that and that mindset that I was in.

I'm like, how did we get there?