Keith

So I opened it up at the mail, like I'm blocking the door, I'm sure.

I opened it up at the mailbox.

And it is, on the cover is a winter scene and there's some blue stickers, blue dotted stickers he has on it.

And where the sentiment of the card should have been was just a ripped out hole.

It was a void.

It was like, and I saw through the hole onto my shoe on the floor.

Why don't you keep in touch with them?

Is it just done?

It's toast and you can't make toast bread.

I would challenge you, I guess.

There are so many other ways that it could be.

And this sort of dead version is like the least interesting.

And what I kind of realized through some of these interviews is if there was love there once, it's kind of always there for me.

His face changed.

Something about his whole body changed.

And it did feel like a door closing.

And did that surprise you?

Only because I didn't know that what I said would have that impact.

It felt like I was stuck on the wrong timeline.

I just felt in a different parallel universe that I wasn't supposed to be in.