Kelly

So we did like everything together too.

And we played sports together.

Yeah, I would say that it was pretty happy growing up.

Then because of my twin and I being so close and everyone giving us attention, I think that did leave out my older brother.

So we saw behavioral challenges with him.

That would be like, that would look like a lot of aggression and being physical.

So he was physical toward my mom and...

then he would just attack my twin and I. Like, if my mom were working, then he would be in charge of us.

And that was, like, terrifying because he just wanted to be the boss of everything.

And if we didn't do what he wanted, then he'd be, like, chasing us around the house, trying to pinch us.

Yeah.

Terrorize you guys a bit.

yes so yeah he was a crazy one and then i'll talk about us being in school as well too so yeah oh also when we would go see my dad his relationship with us was good i i really enjoyed going to see him i think brian and i we were always so close to my dad he treated us like we were

his pride and joy because he would always say that we were pretty easygoing kids and then my other brother was just like not so easy so he would take us to places like amusement parks basically anything that we wanted to do when we were with him for the two days so we just saw him as being fun and like we could just we could do what we wanted over there but when i look back on

Seeing my dad, I do realize we didn't get to know him fully.

He never really talked about himself.

Every time I asked questions about him, he would start to answer them, but then he would...

ask me like why am I why are you asking so many questions and it would deter me from wanting to asking anything else so he never really wanted to talk about himself and like his childhood and even things that he liked and didn't like he really just wanted to talk about what was going on in the world or if I had a problem or anything I wanted to talk about I could talk to him so at least

he did that for us he he was always someone we can go to with problems he just didn't want to talk about himself but for brian my dad and him had a great relationship they they did so much together they enjoyed sports so they were really big on sports they would always watch like

games on tv they went to games anything that really involves sports so you would see brian hanging out with my dad a bunch so that was really my childhood then we get up to like middle school in high school years where i would see myself having mental health i don't i wouldn't want to say issues but i would just see my anxiety starting to come out so i'll talk about how