Kelly

But I remember being little, like second grade, and thinking I was hideous.

Like I didn't want to look at mirrors or –

I just kind of like deemed myself as hideous and I don't know why.

I don't know how that ever occurred, but I think it's just good to mention because children can feel like this too.

And I work with children now, so I think about it

I apply it now to my work because I'm like, children can have these thoughts and we should always be uplifting children.

Yes, I completely agree too.

I think it's very environmental genetics predisposed.

Yeah, because I can't think of anything that would have caused that.

It's not like my parents were telling me, like, you're ugly.

Yeah, no one was saying it.

It was just in my head myself.

So those were the type of thoughts that I was having and, like, where I was all throughout childhood.

Like I said, I don't really remember a time not feeling like that.

So, yeah, that was our high school life, our high school situation.

Then I...

like a part where I think may have been a start of his onset for, for Brian's disorder.

The first thing I can think about is him not graduating high school.

And I actually just thought about this yesterday.

Cause I'm like, oh, that, that might've been something like a re a part of it, a reason why, but for senior year, he just started not wanting to do the work, not wanting to hand in his homework or assignments, just failing his classes.