Kelly

And there's no answer that I have for him.

Just nothing.

whenever he gets better, really, whenever he is able to recognize the things that have happened.

So it definitely made my mental health deplete and I could feel it.

It was weighing heavy.

because it was just so sad it was just the saddest thing ever to hear somebody that you love say like when when do i get to come home so but yeah when when he would come home things were okay for a bit but because he was medicated but then he'd stop taking his medication and then enter psychosis again so it was just continue to continue a cycle and two probably when he was staying at these places he didn't have access to weed and stuff right yeah so

he started to look better and we would think that things are getting to be good again.

And then it would just, it would always go back to not good.

And then also for Brian's psychosis,

he he started to believe that he was like a famous rock singer and there is a specific one that he would call himself i'm trying to think of the name jeff buckley yeah for some reason it's jeff buckley i don't know if you know him but he was this

rock star I think maybe in the 60s or 70s and Brian is just really into him but before all this began like in high school days we didn't know about Jeff Buckley like there was this is just very random but yeah now it's

Everywhere, that's all that Brian can talk about is Jeff Buckley.

So he either thinks that he's Jeff Buckley, Jeff Buckley is his dad, he knows Jeff Buckley, or... I don't know.

Yeah.

Or he's just always talking about Jeff Buckley.

Like, sometimes he knows that Jeff Buckley is now deceased and...

not in his life, but sometimes Jeff Buckley is in his life and, and he sings like him.

Yeah.

I don't know.

It's, it's kind of hard to explain, but so yeah, he also thinks that I'm not his sister.