Kelsey

We drove back from California and I was like driving into the sun as it was going down thinking, I know in my heart that I've done everything that I possibly can for Morgan to feel loved well. Like I felt like I had finished what I needed to do. I remember her looking at me with a lot of love and like she saw me as a wife. Like I almost felt her relief, like, okay, got it.

We drove back from California and I was like driving into the sun as it was going down thinking, I know in my heart that I've done everything that I possibly can for Morgan to feel loved well. Like I felt like I had finished what I needed to do. I remember her looking at me with a lot of love and like she saw me as a wife. Like I almost felt her relief, like, okay, got it.

Everything's going to be okay. I obviously interpret that differently now.

Everything's going to be okay. I obviously interpret that differently now.

Everything's going to be okay. I obviously interpret that differently now.

We're legally married, and now... It's a little complicated because I don't know how to bring up, like, how am I supposed to navigate the next few months?

We're legally married, and now... It's a little complicated because I don't know how to bring up, like, how am I supposed to navigate the next few months?

We're legally married, and now... It's a little complicated because I don't know how to bring up, like, how am I supposed to navigate the next few months?

It was very much like, this is what we've been told, and we're lucky to have this little bit of extra time. It was suddenly another continuation, another chapter of live like you're dying.

It was very much like, this is what we've been told, and we're lucky to have this little bit of extra time. It was suddenly another continuation, another chapter of live like you're dying.

It was very much like, this is what we've been told, and we're lucky to have this little bit of extra time. It was suddenly another continuation, another chapter of live like you're dying.

I was really conflicted. I was like, oh no, this is everything I've worked for and I can still go. I still got in and I could still do it, but I can't because it's going to be with Morgan. And I'm grateful that she's still alive. I'm truly grateful, but I also feel like I've lost myself and I don't know how to gain it back if she's still here. Like I hadn't planned for it.

I was really conflicted. I was like, oh no, this is everything I've worked for and I can still go. I still got in and I could still do it, but I can't because it's going to be with Morgan. And I'm grateful that she's still alive. I'm truly grateful, but I also feel like I've lost myself and I don't know how to gain it back if she's still here. Like I hadn't planned for it.

I was really conflicted. I was like, oh no, this is everything I've worked for and I can still go. I still got in and I could still do it, but I can't because it's going to be with Morgan. And I'm grateful that she's still alive. I'm truly grateful, but I also feel like I've lost myself and I don't know how to gain it back if she's still here. Like I hadn't planned for it.

I said we would do this and we're married now. And so now we're going to travel across the country and start my master's together.

I said we would do this and we're married now. And so now we're going to travel across the country and start my master's together.

I said we would do this and we're married now. And so now we're going to travel across the country and start my master's together.

She was sort of our middle point between the West Coast and the East Coast. And when we got to her place, I immediately sensed that there was some sort of tension between them. Like maybe an argument had been had and I didn't know about it. It just felt like we were kind of dancing around something that was unsaid.

She was sort of our middle point between the West Coast and the East Coast. And when we got to her place, I immediately sensed that there was some sort of tension between them. Like maybe an argument had been had and I didn't know about it. It just felt like we were kind of dancing around something that was unsaid.

She was sort of our middle point between the West Coast and the East Coast. And when we got to her place, I immediately sensed that there was some sort of tension between them. Like maybe an argument had been had and I didn't know about it. It just felt like we were kind of dancing around something that was unsaid.