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She's like, you did it, we're on the phone.

And she's like, you don't seem that happy.

I'm like, no.

there was no real good competition here.

She's like, how much did you win by?

I said, less than a minute.

She goes, what the hell?

Like, what would you have been happy with?

I said, I should have run under 230.

But that was my default setting was like, and it's not, it's not like, I'm not saying this in a bragging way.

I wouldn't want anyone else to feel this way, but it is what it is.

I was just like, it was never enough.

I was like either not running fast enough or the competition wasn't good.

But if I didn't have that mindset, it wouldn't give me the motivation and drive to do the things I did.

It's like,

It's like, if you listen to interviews with like Kobe Bryant or Tom Brady, and not that I'm trying to compare myself to those guys, but it's like, there's almost like a tortured soul component to people that are overachievers and doing like great things.

And again, not that I'm doing great things, but you can't kind of have one without the other.

When's the last time you saw someone who's like top of their game in any category?

And they're like, oh my God, I'm so well balanced.

Everything is great.