Kennedy Bingham

And you're just like literally just wanting to die all over again because you can't do anything.

Yeah.

And so now, like, I feel like my pain scale, like I go to the doctor, I'm like, what's your pain scale out of one to 10?

And I'm like, I have no idea.

Like, that's totally broken because I know what it's like to be at an excruciating 10.

And I could never get anywhere close to that.

But like on a day to day, I'm just like, so right.

It's just hard.

One of my first memories, which is weird that it's my first memory because I'd had my, it's not like it's my first one, but for some reason that's how it came to me.

Cause like, I remember the hand squeezes, but that was all.

I don't know.

Cause my vision was also gone.

Like I couldn't see, like it was all black or like very tunnel vision, just weird.

And how long was it like that for?

I feel like days, genuinely days.

And I remember this nurse, she'd come in like, again, it's not my first, not in order, but like, this is how I remember it.

And she put in a feeding tube.

That's what she was trying to do.

And it felt like she was sticking like a popsicle stick up my nose.

And I was like, get that out.