Kenny Chesney

It was something that has really changed my life.

It really has, and it made me realize how just unavailable I've been.

Not, I mean, to my parents, to friends, but to myself as an individual.

So driven and focused, but also not wanting to fail and loving music so much and growing up how I grew up, and I wanted to... I don't know, there was always this...

I'm not sure.

Maybe it was because I was undersized as an athlete and I wanted to succeed but couldn't.

I'm still working on the why.

But...

But yeah, I mean, it made me, within that space, it tore my heart open enough to where I could actually look in there and take a peek for the first time ever.

And it was amazing.

And the songs I wrote, I mean, and all of a sudden I loved being on stage and I was just available again as a person, as an artist, as a son, as a friend, as all of it.

That's amazing.

And so when I met you for the first time, I mean, I was I wasn't in that space yet.

Yeah.

And so I'm glad I went through that and glad I'm in that experience, you know, because I just made me realize how.

And when you're on the road and when you're at a different place every day and you got a lot of people in front of you and they're responding to your music and what you've given your whole adult life to, you don't think about the idea of intimacy with someone else that much.

You don't have to because you're getting fed, you're getting stimulated.

There's so much love coming at you.

Like I never thought about having a child because music has always been my baby.

But it got to a point also where I was like, hmm,